Back to Life

Finally i was able to get up on my feet n do something. I was god damn sick for the past 3 days. Cant even move but lie down there n wait til i recover. No one in the hse noticed i was almost dead. First thing i do was to on my com n msn to see if shes online. What i get frm her is "cant u even reply sms?" I really start to think she dun understand me well n she only thinks her way n using her own principle to judge things. I dun put my handphone beside me when i was sleeping. Cuz its darn irritating. I already said i cant move so meaning the fooking handphone is very far frm me. I rested for 3 days so does my handphone was charged for 3 days. All i do is sleep n wake up, after awhile went back to sleep again. I was in such a pain for days n after i get well i look for her immediately. But...her response given was so negative. Only thing i can do is blame god for giving me such a lousy n weak body. U really think i wanna that way?? i got no choice n its beyond my control. Everyone thinks im a piece of SHIT! ok...nvm..i can only accept the fact that im a SHIT. Piece of lousy cow dung. Only thing i could recall is sat at Dbl O. it was hella fun n enjoyable. Again i didnt slept on fri n i went clubbing on sat. 11.30pm to 2.30am non stop dancing... i was like.."omg my engine is buring off soon" Thou aaron didnt played my fav "Cherish" (chit chit chit) but stil it was good like the good old times. Cuz there is a song..."The Badtouch (Discovery Channel)". Hmm its lunch time for me i guess....gotta gobble down 3 days of food to make myself satisfied. hurhurhur...... N lastly i really hope someone will understand me......im sorry if i really make u guys sad or angry..but please consider about my condition, im not a normal guy...im a handicapped.