Fuckeroni!!! This is my 2nd time im writing this entry. 'Accidentally' erased everything. I guessed my title explain everything. To me.... the worst nightmare is unable to sleep afta clubbing. Physically but not mentally tired, wrote a testimonial for andrew but still eyes as big as goldfish. Didnt have the mood to play game forthe whole week, m i tired of gaming or is it no more interested after i start working. Wat the hell man!!!
Met up with gerald at orchard...andrew was supposed to be there too but he 'aero' me. Had dinner at cine n as usual i went to rapid culture that was located at 2nd floor. Was very disappointed cuz the amount of transformers is getting lesser. Did they re stock or did they not? I was aiming for Alternators Optimus Prime but didnt see it there. Guess i will start hunting for it next week. Last time no $$ to buy but now! Got $$ cannot buy. Went to HmV after that hoping that i can get my Best of Hse vol5 n 6. Again!!! Its was not there. Really fuken hell, got $$ want to shopping to pamper myself abit but cant. Bah! Went off soon after gerald got his cd n we took 16 to zouk. Went to meet roger n followed them to dinner. Asked andrew to come over n find us dun wan! In d end waited so long, blame urself for being lazy k. Haha! Jasmine joined us cuz she havent makan also. Really been a long time since i saw her n heard something about bad.
Was surprised that sebastian suddenly pop out n he treated us drink. Wanted to go for lychee martini but in the end andrew paid for it. Thks again! Music is better and lu luna is played. Whole night is full of nonsense with roger. Was really afraid that the night would be boring but really turned out well. Xuan is celebrating her bday tonight, was low profile but thks for the drink. Few of us went off earlier to shell, was able to drag nicole along cuz its been awhile since she join us at shell after mambo. Gave her a new name soon after she said that she's fat! Wat r these gers thinking man... After the drink all went back... in the cab kes is still making fun of sebastian.
Reached home around 430 n the match is finishing. 0-0 barcelona won with a goal in the first leg. So 2 weeks later its Barcelona vs Arsenal. Juz glad that Arsenal went into the final.. barcelona will be hard to win im sure of that. This weekend im going bak to pennisular plaza to get the away jersey for arsenal. Yellow!!! my fav colour. Haha
After mambo i had some thoughts.. and i m quite happi about it. After tonight, im very confirmed that im moving on fine, really fine... Took me a long time to recover but well.... late is alwiz better than never. Guess i will be commencing my hunting session soon. LoL! Learnt alot from past experience n i also learned that both of us r really not meant for each other. Another thing is..... haiz... dun knw how to say it. After the last relationship, i have not been talking with someone. This someone of cuz is very impt to me if not i will not be sighing. Mayb is becuz of wat happened in the past that made me so afraid to talk to her again. Was very sad about it but wat to do... Just hoping that she will still treat me as a frd. As for when i will have the courage to talk to her again it all depends. Been sucha long time since i saw her, dont even know if she will come bak to singapore during vacation. Till now i still regret n blame myself that i didnt arrange to meet her up last year. For some reason i cant ask her out, still feeling very fuked up about it.
The fact is............i still miss her alot.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Review
Hmm finally got mood to blog le...or shld i say i got the time to blog. Last week have been very slack for me. Worked on monday, mc on tues n wed. Off on thurs and fri holidae. Super long weekend for me eh. Its all becuz of the week before, not enough sleep then i was sick, sick from wat i also dun know. Just body aching and restless, doc see me machiam wanna die le so gave me 2 days mc.
Same as before, wed mambo n sat dbl o. Been going to dbl o for the past few weeks. Mayb i enjoyed the company there. Went there to chill n dance abit, also RnB muzik. Thurs night went to aaron new wrking place to check it out. He organised an event but no much people turn up. Everyone came up the same reason. Either too WuLu if not never heard of it. But then the few hardcore buddies still went down. Met denis at bugis n we had seafood nearby. A plate of prawn, fish n crabs for only 40 dollars. Damn worth it mon....will go back again sometime.
Aaron is wrking at bbbc now. Its just behind Tekka mall....thou place is small but its sure a nice place to chill out with frds. 2nd floor there is a cafe type room, concept is the same as pure room in MoS. Color theme is different of cuz, strongly recommend my frds to go there. Thoes who have been there...thks for supporting aaron. Even if only stayed for awhile...its enough. Food there is good, although i only tried the beef burger. Drinks r cheap enuff so i would gif the place 7/10.
Didnt ask roger along cuz of the crowd, didnt want them to feel boring. They did called after that..asking me for plan. So they r suggesting supper n i said ok of cuz. Not hungry but just wan to tag along mayb for a chat or somethg. So yii told me that danny n xuan is joining too....well i cant say no too. If not others will think that im too mean. Anyway didnt saw danny for a long time so its the best time to gather up. So when they reached i asked them in for awhile cuz aaron still dont wan to let me go yet. LoL! We left the place ard 2+ n went for supper. I just sat down there n had a drink. Had alot of jokes while supper...well, roger + danny = havok! Then we were thinking where to chill out...then danny suggested Mustafa.... That time i heard frm them is like so fun. In the end we went there....OMG that place is too fuking big to walk around, somemore its around 3+ in the night. After rounding a few levels, roger n i were complaining while we took every step. Abit of tension cuz some wanted to continue walking. But luckily everything turned out fine. So after that we all went back, they sent danny n xuan back to toa payoh. I told them to drop me at somewhere nearby mrt. So i could wait for train... roger didnt say anythg n quietly drove me back woodlands. The whole trip was too quiet as no one is talking. I know that everyone is tired, but still i think that something is wrong. Is it i said something wrong that made roger drove me all the way back home? Well, i really didnt mean that, i really wanted to drop by at any train station to wait for the first train. Cuz i spent losta $$ that night so i wanted to save $$ on taking cab home. At least after 6am..no more midnight charge. If i really did anythg wrong....i'm sorry. i wasnt aware n didnt know what happen or wat i did. Hopefully i was oversensitive about tis issue. But this kind of thing never happen between us before, therefore till now im still worried about it.
Sat was at dbl O, and before roger msged me. As usual...he need to decid, but in the end they didnt turn up. I know that he got lesson the next day. So when i msged him around 11+, he said hes going to bed. So, my night is without madness when they r not around. Everything is normal but abit more drinks. Andrew treated me a drink that taste like bitter milk. Nice i can say n 2nd round he bought me lychee martini. Gave my share to lynn but she only sip abit n gone missing with her sandal. Yes sandal....andrew will know wat im toking about. Haha! Got abit tulan after dbl o. Cuz gotta wait for the other to make up their mind. And alwiz they took sucha fuking long time to take their bags. Things were fine after we found our seats.
Ok..i think i really got nothing much to update about. Everything n everyday is the same for me.... updating my blog is really getting longer. Normally is one entry per week but now is more than that. Shopping is gonna be a part of me soon. Went to cwp for dinner n bought something. A new toohtbrush n Hugo Boss Kosong. I meant original. Spent around 90 bucks juzt now, but then felt very satisfied. LoL!!! Been saving up $$ for the next jersey. If i said IF arsenal won the champions league, there will be a champion jersey. i will sure buy that of cuz n i know it gonna cost a tiny bomb. Tomorrow is mambo again....also arsenal semi final first leg with villareal. If mambo is boring i will leave early. Gotta go play some game then sleep. Tmr before mambo i m goin down to hmv to buy cd. Check the webby juz now m realised there is Best of house vol 5 n 6. Will buy that if i manage to find it.
Same as before, wed mambo n sat dbl o. Been going to dbl o for the past few weeks. Mayb i enjoyed the company there. Went there to chill n dance abit, also RnB muzik. Thurs night went to aaron new wrking place to check it out. He organised an event but no much people turn up. Everyone came up the same reason. Either too WuLu if not never heard of it. But then the few hardcore buddies still went down. Met denis at bugis n we had seafood nearby. A plate of prawn, fish n crabs for only 40 dollars. Damn worth it mon....will go back again sometime.
Aaron is wrking at bbbc now. Its just behind Tekka mall....thou place is small but its sure a nice place to chill out with frds. 2nd floor there is a cafe type room, concept is the same as pure room in MoS. Color theme is different of cuz, strongly recommend my frds to go there. Thoes who have been there...thks for supporting aaron. Even if only stayed for awhile...its enough. Food there is good, although i only tried the beef burger. Drinks r cheap enuff so i would gif the place 7/10.
Didnt ask roger along cuz of the crowd, didnt want them to feel boring. They did called after that..asking me for plan. So they r suggesting supper n i said ok of cuz. Not hungry but just wan to tag along mayb for a chat or somethg. So yii told me that danny n xuan is joining too....well i cant say no too. If not others will think that im too mean. Anyway didnt saw danny for a long time so its the best time to gather up. So when they reached i asked them in for awhile cuz aaron still dont wan to let me go yet. LoL! We left the place ard 2+ n went for supper. I just sat down there n had a drink. Had alot of jokes while supper...well, roger + danny = havok! Then we were thinking where to chill out...then danny suggested Mustafa.... That time i heard frm them is like so fun. In the end we went there....OMG that place is too fuking big to walk around, somemore its around 3+ in the night. After rounding a few levels, roger n i were complaining while we took every step. Abit of tension cuz some wanted to continue walking. But luckily everything turned out fine. So after that we all went back, they sent danny n xuan back to toa payoh. I told them to drop me at somewhere nearby mrt. So i could wait for train... roger didnt say anythg n quietly drove me back woodlands. The whole trip was too quiet as no one is talking. I know that everyone is tired, but still i think that something is wrong. Is it i said something wrong that made roger drove me all the way back home? Well, i really didnt mean that, i really wanted to drop by at any train station to wait for the first train. Cuz i spent losta $$ that night so i wanted to save $$ on taking cab home. At least after 6am..no more midnight charge. If i really did anythg wrong....i'm sorry. i wasnt aware n didnt know what happen or wat i did. Hopefully i was oversensitive about tis issue. But this kind of thing never happen between us before, therefore till now im still worried about it.
Sat was at dbl O, and before roger msged me. As usual...he need to decid, but in the end they didnt turn up. I know that he got lesson the next day. So when i msged him around 11+, he said hes going to bed. So, my night is without madness when they r not around. Everything is normal but abit more drinks. Andrew treated me a drink that taste like bitter milk. Nice i can say n 2nd round he bought me lychee martini. Gave my share to lynn but she only sip abit n gone missing with her sandal. Yes sandal....andrew will know wat im toking about. Haha! Got abit tulan after dbl o. Cuz gotta wait for the other to make up their mind. And alwiz they took sucha fuking long time to take their bags. Things were fine after we found our seats.
Ok..i think i really got nothing much to update about. Everything n everyday is the same for me.... updating my blog is really getting longer. Normally is one entry per week but now is more than that. Shopping is gonna be a part of me soon. Went to cwp for dinner n bought something. A new toohtbrush n Hugo Boss Kosong. I meant original. Spent around 90 bucks juzt now, but then felt very satisfied. LoL!!! Been saving up $$ for the next jersey. If i said IF arsenal won the champions league, there will be a champion jersey. i will sure buy that of cuz n i know it gonna cost a tiny bomb. Tomorrow is mambo again....also arsenal semi final first leg with villareal. If mambo is boring i will leave early. Gotta go play some game then sleep. Tmr before mambo i m goin down to hmv to buy cd. Check the webby juz now m realised there is Best of house vol 5 n 6. Will buy that if i manage to find it.
Friday, April 7, 2006
Er?
Actually not much things to update. My weekly life is very standard. Sat went Dbl O n had a crazy drinking session with adrian n jason. Aaron is not working there anymore, kinda sad eh. First tot that the night will be bad but it turn out different. The dj spin good retro then top 40's. Good chill out session on the weekends. After that we went for supper. Jerry n roger is driving so can ask adrian along too. Anyway... if i go adrian also muz go. LoL! Went to many places but the stalls were all closed. In the end we ate at hougang. The food sux big time, everyone was complaining about it. We went off around 5 n was lucky to get a cab.
Last night mambo....damn sad also. Was deciding to go or not cuz there's arsenal match. So went to irc n check it out, david n alern is going plus andrew msged me. Oh well juz go there n meet frds bah. Met andrew at orchard n meet the rest at zouk. Roger n zhenyi was there. Consider lucky bah...since they r there so make my trip down more worth it. Something juz puzzled me alot. Wats the great thing about i had a job? Some pple juz came up to me n asked "hey u got a job?" Then they went off, so wats the big deal about it. I know i dun like to work, but in order to feed myself i had to force myself to. Another thing is some pple mention to me that i was cold to somebody. So??? I juz wan to avoid anymore problems. I already had a bad time with them so why bother to make it worst. I cherish the frdship so i rather choose to avoid n maintain it that way. At least now both parties r leading their own life. Im fine with my life now thou im not sure about the other side. But frm the way i see, i guess their life is way alot better without me. Of cuz i wish it would turn out better, but then wait till i learn how to be a better frd first bah. Till now im still a potential trouble maker.
Its been too tiring for me. Mon til after mambo i didnt had enough sleep n i m working todae. After i got home i dozed straight. Woke up around 1+, so i guess i can only sleep at least around 4+. So tmr is gonna be hell for me. Weekend they r planning dbl O...hmm....if only i have enuff rest on fri night if not i think im going to give it a miss.
Last night mambo....damn sad also. Was deciding to go or not cuz there's arsenal match. So went to irc n check it out, david n alern is going plus andrew msged me. Oh well juz go there n meet frds bah. Met andrew at orchard n meet the rest at zouk. Roger n zhenyi was there. Consider lucky bah...since they r there so make my trip down more worth it. Something juz puzzled me alot. Wats the great thing about i had a job? Some pple juz came up to me n asked "hey u got a job?" Then they went off, so wats the big deal about it. I know i dun like to work, but in order to feed myself i had to force myself to. Another thing is some pple mention to me that i was cold to somebody. So??? I juz wan to avoid anymore problems. I already had a bad time with them so why bother to make it worst. I cherish the frdship so i rather choose to avoid n maintain it that way. At least now both parties r leading their own life. Im fine with my life now thou im not sure about the other side. But frm the way i see, i guess their life is way alot better without me. Of cuz i wish it would turn out better, but then wait till i learn how to be a better frd first bah. Till now im still a potential trouble maker.
Its been too tiring for me. Mon til after mambo i didnt had enough sleep n i m working todae. After i got home i dozed straight. Woke up around 1+, so i guess i can only sleep at least around 4+. So tmr is gonna be hell for me. Weekend they r planning dbl O...hmm....if only i have enuff rest on fri night if not i think im going to give it a miss.
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