OkOk i know im lame n full of shyt. Wat i wanna say is after shower n breakfast, im feeling better. And thanks for chattting with me. U knw who u r.
Soooooooo now! I just wanna get some sleep, wake up then CHIONG AH ! im still stuck at level 58. 4 bars to ding! After ding then i muz chiong chiong chiong to level 60. And thats MAX! No more worries of leveling after that. Juz grinding reputations and collecting of my gears.
Scholomance, Lower/Upper Blackrock Spire, Strats and blah blah blah. I will revisit u guys very soon enough.
Last but not least FUK U ALLIANCE!
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Question?
Double blow with critical hit, it really does hurt. OucH! Dont knw why.....im thought im already free, moving on like normal. But after tonight, i start to question myself again. M i really ok OR all along i've been lying to myself, trying to run away from reality. Wats truth n wats not?
Its really a big surprise tonight, for so long i nv thought will see her again. But tonight is the night. Saw her there, first thing i do is ask pple around to drink with me. I dont want to spoil the night, i dont want to have an answer to my question. I want to escape from everything and force myself to enjoy. I dont want to leave before mambo even started. I want to be strong at least in from of everyone. I drank..... not too much but enuff for me to forget things temporaily. Everything is juz unexpected and i cant seems to be able to handle it. So the key to solution is to act blur n run away first. Wait till sometime later then settle it.
Luckily the muzik is good. Im high n i danced till im almost out of control. Pple may think im ki siao but....... this way is better. Afer mambo im really tired, im glad cuz once i reach home i can juz shower n sleep. I try my best not to think, not to see and not to feel. But its out of control too.
Heng tonight time seem to pass very fast. Hours of craziness..... like everyone said, u cant escape frm reality foreva. Once im out of mambo, my brain start working. All the bullshyt stuffs kept coming in. Tell myself i need to run, as fast n as far as possible.
Hopefully after i wake up tmr, everything will be forgotton. I m really lost now, i cant sleep and i juz keep listening to thoes lau bak sai songs. Is it juz a temporaily thing? Am i juz missing her cuz after so long didnt see her? I really hope its juz for awhile. I wan to move on i really need to. I wan to be bak to wat im. Single, games, toys no other stuffs. Even if i m lying to myself still, i rather lie foreva.
Missing - Everything but the Girl is still the song i wanted to hea most.
Its really a big surprise tonight, for so long i nv thought will see her again. But tonight is the night. Saw her there, first thing i do is ask pple around to drink with me. I dont want to spoil the night, i dont want to have an answer to my question. I want to escape from everything and force myself to enjoy. I dont want to leave before mambo even started. I want to be strong at least in from of everyone. I drank..... not too much but enuff for me to forget things temporaily. Everything is juz unexpected and i cant seems to be able to handle it. So the key to solution is to act blur n run away first. Wait till sometime later then settle it.
Luckily the muzik is good. Im high n i danced till im almost out of control. Pple may think im ki siao but....... this way is better. Afer mambo im really tired, im glad cuz once i reach home i can juz shower n sleep. I try my best not to think, not to see and not to feel. But its out of control too.
Heng tonight time seem to pass very fast. Hours of craziness..... like everyone said, u cant escape frm reality foreva. Once im out of mambo, my brain start working. All the bullshyt stuffs kept coming in. Tell myself i need to run, as fast n as far as possible.
Hopefully after i wake up tmr, everything will be forgotton. I m really lost now, i cant sleep and i juz keep listening to thoes lau bak sai songs. Is it juz a temporaily thing? Am i juz missing her cuz after so long didnt see her? I really hope its juz for awhile. I wan to move on i really need to. I wan to be bak to wat im. Single, games, toys no other stuffs. Even if i m lying to myself still, i rather lie foreva.
Missing - Everything but the Girl is still the song i wanted to hea most.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Moody
Almost one month so im bak. Back from mambo and i cant sleep. Tonight is hell for me, for no reason, i sarted missing her again. Juz before i reach zouk....haiz Didnt talk to everyone much, wanted to be alone n dance alone. Hoping time can pass by faster so i could get home, sleep and hopefully will forget about it. National day + mambo = massive crowd.
Muzik is alright at start, summer rain at 1am n after that im half dead. Went to dancefloor stand around and in the end sat at s plat. Been mentally tired so i almost dozed off. Missing her really makes me tired.....thinking about the days in zouk, first time i saw her. Its been so long but i still cant forget about it. Maybe its juz me.... i cant stop mambo-ing. Mambo-ing is another way to make me remember her. Thou its tired n sad but i do not wanna forget her.
"And i miss u, Like the deserts miss the rain"
Muzik is alright at start, summer rain at 1am n after that im half dead. Went to dancefloor stand around and in the end sat at s plat. Been mentally tired so i almost dozed off. Missing her really makes me tired.....thinking about the days in zouk, first time i saw her. Its been so long but i still cant forget about it. Maybe its juz me.... i cant stop mambo-ing. Mambo-ing is another way to make me remember her. Thou its tired n sad but i do not wanna forget her.
"And i miss u, Like the deserts miss the rain"
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