Went to suntec for a mini bday celebration dinner for steve at kushinbo. Didnt eat that much compared to last time. But was all good, been awhile since the gang sat down, eat and chit chat. Oh well as usual i am the 'odd' one out.

Bought myself some stuffs too. Went to Toy r Us but didnt see any gundam i want so walked over to the other side. Got myself Keroro & Dororo, the shop was selling Haro calculator but not the alarm clock. Sad... till now still cannot find it. After dinner we went to another so called 'cosplay' shop. Bought the Kira Yamato keychain for $3.50. Wanted to get the other three but its 3 for 10 buks. Next time i will go grab the last 3. Saw the Haro soft toy there, really very cute but since i bought the keroro then i think i should control my spending. Lastly everyone got a keychain banner from Mini toons. I got the "i'm a slacker".. hmm guess it fits me the most?




Spent a few hours doing Keroro, very easy.. no need to do too much extra work. The end result was good.



Yesterday was eve of hari raya haji, went to zouk as usual. And also it never fail to disappoint me once more. I think its me, not really into clubbing i guessed. Past few clubbing experience are 'horrgible' More of a stay home & chill out person already.

For this weekend, i think there wun be any activities going on. So ultimately my plan is to finish my MG S.Freedom. If i feel free i might go down to sunshine plaza to get MG Strike Noir and Hobby Japan magazine. Its a resting week for me and i m not getting enuff sleep. Sound weird... oh well... 2 more episodes of Keroro gunso and i should sleep. Anyway its 3.45am now. zZz

Gundam SEED OP2 - Moment

Gundam SEED OP2 - Moment

This is one of my fav song in Gundam Seed. What i cannot expect is the female singer is Vivian Hsu. Anyway thumbs up for the song!

Very tried, gonna sleep soon. Went to watch Golden compass with my gang. Quite a good show i can say. Gabriel bought me a bottle of Vodka Peach. Thanks alot, a new collection for me.

Nothing much other than meeting my gang for movie. The rest of the night, i have been rushing my uncompleted Gunpla. Finally at 3am everything was done and finished.



Now i got 3 more completed, the feeling of accomplishment is priceless. Plus feeling very tired of cuz, but its all worth it. Hopefully i can wake up by noon so i can finish them by coating the last layer.

Feeling so excited still, tomorrow i can start on my MG destiny. As for now... its time to SLEEP!

Im blogging early in da morning.. woke up abit earlier than expected so update abit lo. If not later whole day not able to use comp again.

Wed is a big suay day for me, nothing seems to be going smoothly. Still there is one good thing that happen. The shop at sunshine plaza just about to close when i arrive there. I was looking at the toys when i can feel the aura of the owner is staring at me. Quickly grab a NG destiny that cost about 42 buks, was about to take out my $$ alrdy the lady boss is kind enuff to tell me that if i top up abit more i can get the MG destiny. And! i totally forgot that if i top up abit again more i can get my MG SFreedom. T.T Nvm take it that Destiny is destined to be my first MG or so call testing kit.

So here we go. MG Destiny Gundam.



Cannot blame la. Its on SALE!

Today is friday! Its gonna be a gunpla weekend. I know this will sure take a very long time.

Ok here goes. Update on my GUNPLA! kukuku~



Up til now only 4 completed. Sd SFreedom, SFreedom, Infinite Justice & Destiny clear mode.
Hyakushi Kai is from GFF.

The rest are: SD Dendrobium 80% comeplete, Denbrobium 60% complete and a few unopen ones like Strike Noir, SD Strike Noir, SD Freedom, Astray Blue Frame and KERORO!

Wahahah im going to collect the standard 5 keroro gunsou characters.

Here is some post on the normal and "baby" version of Strike Freedom.


Something on the left????


Freeeeezeeeeee!


umm!?

I guess ...really guess i am prepared to do something more hard and complicated. MG or big scales gundam. What i had in mind is MG Strike Noir or MG Strike Freedom. Oh ya i really love Freedom & Strike Freedom Gundam. 3rd in my list is 1/44 S.Freedom with Meteor system. That is like... umm... SGD139.90. Gonna think what i want to buy and most important, i wont feel sad if its done badly. LoL!

This week is the start of my training. First day is not so bad. Just that im alone, yea im the anti social type. Doesnt really talk to anyone i dont know. Hopefully 2 weeks will pass very fast.

Yawn... time to hit the sack. Slept at 4am last night, playing SD gundam G generation portable. Umm... its gundam again. LoL! "Kira Yamato, Freedom, ikimas!"

Keroro!!!!!

One anime i'm watching. Nothing much about the storyline. It's all about plain silly and funny pharody. The 2nd one from the right, the red one? Ya, all his weapon and armour r similar to gundam. Oh wellz they are both from bandai. In the movie he's even riding the dendrobium look alike. Wuwahahahahahah!

edit: outing changed to sat.

Bored. Wan to kill some time by blogging. Went back to chinasquare to order my stuff last sat. Put name liao, all i have to do is to wait for its arrival.




This deep striker will cost me around 120 sgd.

Other than this, went to keidi 1st bday party. Went off quite early, like 730. Really very tired lo even over slept on the bus. All the way until causeway point then take bus back again. Reach home liao sleep again. Like that my sat gone le, kinda boring i wanna go out n jalan.

Nvm... since tmr gonna meet zen n the rest for dinner le. Before that gonna walk around to get some stuffs. GUNDAM! yes more gundam... theres a toy fair at taka. Hopefully im able to find something i want.

Yeah, finally back from a period of rotting.

Nothing much going on actually. Last thurs met up with danny at orchard then went to find zen n rest. Send keidi back home before going for steamboat opp parklane. Yea its the 2nd time we went there le. Althou food is very simple there, budden its clean and cosy. Can even smoke while we r dipping the beefs. Yea, 3 of us actually the last survivors of the pot. I think that the main purpose bah. So if u guys like beef dipping, can try there. S$15 buks or less, depends on how many cans of drink u order. Best of all it open til 5am.

Monday went to seoul garden with my gang at causeway point. They changed alot of thing, like a brand new place. New deco, food and even the pot. Once AGAIN. First the steamboat is normal, losta veggie and chicken, once adrian's wife is done. We chiong to kahpoh the beef slice, beef dipping again. pfft! Not going for any steamboat in the next few weeks.

Decided to move my toys entries to another blog. Mdm julia complain my blog is just about toys. But thats how my life mah. I can predict this blog will have alot spidey web soon. Simple... i got nothing to blog about my life. Work liao go home, eat liao sleep, blah blah.

Okie dokey, time to go deco my 2nd blog.

Suffering from lack of gundam. Cant wait til tomorrow off work and go buy my next target



Gona spent my holiday on this piece. ARGH!!!!

Finally done my 1/100 Strike freedom throughout the weekend.



Sad to say, the right fist is spoilt, dropped onto the floor n split into TWO! sighz~
Manage to glue it back without leaving any obvious marks on it. Bad thing is, the rifle is permanent fix there, cant be taken out any more. And, the fist aint holding onto the beam rifle tight. Loose loose one, haiyarz sian lo. Nvm, shall find a way to fix it. most to most superglue it, dont let it move anymore.

Want to do the panel lining but too sick to do anything. Had my dinner and medicine, i guess going to sleep soon.

"Hopefully" by tomorrow night i can at least panel line half of it. Even cannot finish, i will go down on wed to get the stands and Infinite Justice Gundam. Muahahaha seems like my TFs are gonna be in the fridge for sometime liao. No choice, strike freedom n infinite justice are a pair. so.. MUST GET IT!

Thou i only just start doing gundam for 2 weeks, but still i muz ensure that i do my best for these 2. Assemble plus panel lining and abit of simple painting. If these 2 goes well, i will continue with a greater motivation. Thou freedom's right hand is spoil. Oh well... "pretend it never happen" =x

KK time to sleep while my torrent keep running, haiz my mp3s n psp games all gone.

Recently i found this interesting post on net. They used photoshop to create some new types of transformers.

Heres the link : somethingawful.com


Well, if u r bored at work, no harm checking it out. =D

Rainy season had arrived. Had a good sleep last night. BUT it aint nice to me at all, this morning woke up with an asthma attack. Really had to drag myself to school, as i was walking towards school, rain start to pour. So... no choice i got to run. Reached office like half dead already, even my colleague notice my pale face.

Soon after my breakfast, the HP guy came and happen to be my ex colleague? No time to chat cuz i gotta deliver the stuffs back. Running up n down like a mad man. Can say its a full 2hrs workout non stop. In fact i felt alot better after all the running.

Was surfing the net juz before i went back, checked up on TF forum and noticed something that make me drool.

Transformers actually followed up with their new reissue line. Gotta admit this re issue is dont knw how many times liao. Can say its re-re-re-re-re issue. BUDDEN! this line is really different from last time which in the end made the collectors wait for nothing.



#5 - Ironhide #6 - Ratchet



#7 - Sky Lynx #8 - Jazz

In the previous entry i said that i bought the encore #1 prime. Now the good news arrive just in time lo! All 4 new release are autobots! And most of my collections are autobots also. Juz nice sui sui for me to collect. #5 and 6 is gonna be $39.90 each, arriving on dec. As for #7 its gonna be around march selling $99.90. Not forgetting #8 for $39.90 arriving late march. WOOT! enough time for me to save $$ and bring it back home. Already called up the shop to pre order #5 and 6. Most prob wed gonna go down and make my deposit.

Till now the prime is still wrap up nicely. I guess the same goes for the rest bah.. so excited!!!!

Weather is good now. Cold wind blowing and almost blow off my TF movie poster. I was like oh noes!!!! Gotta admit im really anxious about my TFs, the last time was on the phone with michael then suddenly one missile juz flew off accidentally. LoL!!!

Kay kay time to go sleep, still feeling abit unwell. Time to dig out my jacket, finally they got their value again.

Recently... i been hook onto a game in Psp. Title "Gundam Battle Chronicle"

After hours and hours of unlocking mobile suits, i start to have interest in gundam figures again. In the past i collected some gundam toys, thoes that u need to start from scratch. Within a few months the gundam is literally shattered. They aint like Transformers, abit force on it parts will be snap off. Since then i never bought any of it anymore.

BUT! just few weeks back, i was surfing for some info on gundam toys. AND! i came across this series of gundam, "Gundam FIXED Figuration". Immediately caught my attention, first its already FIXED! so that mean i can play around with it. Muahahaha!

So... after so many consideration, i decide to get it. I m gonna collect thoes that i like of cuz. I guess its time i take a break off transformers. So today once i off work, i went to china square again.

Bought my top fav "non-gundam" gundam.

MSN-00100 Hyaku Shiki

Alot of accessories are included, after more than an hour of fixing here and there its made into..



Hyaku Shiki Kai

Alright, i gotta admit my money is running low. From today onwards, i need to be very "meow" liao. Must spend wisely to make myself survive till end of month. So thats like 2.5 weeks more? Really gonna "eat grass" till next pay day. Gotta suffer abit, but the satisfaction on my collection is sure hitting high. Already plan on wat to get next, so 2.5weeks more till my next conquest. Muahahah! Till then im gonna stay low...

As for last weekend, it was a well spent one. Took leave on fri and met up with danny and julia+keidi. Jalan around city hall area waiting for roger to arrive. Later we went off to suntec, chill at starbuks coffee until wanna doze off. Went off earlier to carrefour to grab our stuff for steamboat at night. Zen reach as soon as we were done with the shopping and off we go to roger's place for steamboat. Later at night they played mj n i was pulling my hair trying to complete a stage in Jeanne D'Arc. Go back around 530 n zen dropped us at bishan mrt. Damn sian lo reached there saw the sign "first train to jurong east : 0645" Luckily danny is kind enough to company me for breakfast till then.

It's a simple bday celebration i can say. Hope danny wont mind la.

Okay dokie, gotta go play some game then sleep liao. Slept real late last night due to my over slacking in the day. Luckily today is school holiday so not much activites going on.

Been a week.... first thing to update. I didnt get the powermaster prime on weekend. Ok take it i'm dua kang or wateva. Instead i bought something else.





Hmm... this one look like white, and abit silver. Anyway its my favourite color lavender purple. Its really nice lo so hack care if pple say its gay. Gah..the pink is also very nice. But i think if i take the pink one, then it will be very gay liao. =x

Been very busying playing games. Well, new gadget, spending more time on it of cuz. Bought it on sat and now i have around 33 games liao. More to come ... of cuz more... hurhur...

Oh...kay ... I guess thats all for now. Time to go home liao.

Shyt, i did it again today. . .

Bought it today. price is really reasonable so never think much, pay for it and go. Its wrapped up so nicely that i dont even want to unwrap it. LoL!

That shop has another 2 prime i wanted also. G2 prime and Powermaster God Ginrai. I guess i will get god ginrai first. It looks better than G2 thou is more exp. But i think if i dont get it, it might extinct. Some more, the uncle is willing to gimme a discount if i get God ginrai. =D

My next target "Powermaster God Ginrai"

I think i will go grab it this weekend. Somebody..... STOP ME!!!!!

Had a nice n peaceful weekend. Bought Warriors Orochi n played. 8 buks and i spent the weekend thru. Its 12.12 liao but i cant stop gaming. LoL!



Got my prime on fri, so sat didnt go down liao. Thats y my plan is cancelled. Didnt go anywhere just stayed home n keep playing ps2. I guess im really back to console game. Never forget i bought other games too la, but didnt really wan to play. NFS most wanted, Kingdom hearts II, and a few more. I guess these few games can keep me company for a few weeks liao.




The "Prime" gang. The one on the far right. Movie version, my latest collection which i got it on fri. =D

Quitted WoW not long ago, something went on and oh well. I tot i am the only negative person in this whole world. Cant do anything to it, just hope that he will straighten out his tots.

Ciggy finish le =( plan to sleep around 11 but drag till now. Next week, jayce is celebrating his bday at mambo. I will try my best to go down la, cuz im entitled a day leave for next month. If can, i will make it. If not really sorry.

Dont know wat im blogging also. wanted to blog but when im about to type, all thoes things juz disappear. So juz anyhow wack lo. Kayzz.. its getting no sense liao i guess i better stop. LoL
I think is becuz im tired le bah. If theres anything else i will update again tomorrow.

Next week gonna be another busy week, all d best!

I know i want to blog, just that... i don't have the time till now.

Okay... so wed i went to zouk as planned. Feel really honored cuz alot pple gimme "face", go down help me countdown. Thanks to many many people, AND to the 3 musketeers. U guys almost killed me but luckily never. Phew! Awhile in mambo danny, julia n 1 sua to phuture. Thou is for awhile only but happily satisfied. "So sick" and "Right here waiting" played... oh well cant ask for more le la. We left @ 130, went to spize for supper then rush home to get some sleep. Sad thing is i only get to sleep 2hours before i go work.

Next day, after work reach home le, on standby mode. Cuz at spize we were saying going for dinner. Met danny at causeway point then jalan around while zen is on his way. We went to yishun, the yamaha there for some thai food. Affordable price n food is great. Went to northpoint wanting to la kopi, in the end walking here and there to settle some stupid issues. Finally settle down at mac and we chatted til 1245 i think. Talking about how retarded we are back in school days..

Had fun for 2 days. Althou only sleep like 7 hours only. Well, its all worth it. Tonight dont think going anywhere bah. Really feeling tired and having body ache liao. Time to get a good rest. BUT! after work going to chinasquare, colleague n i decide to go there n check it out hoping there will be new arrival. I guess im going to spend some $$ again. I know tomorrow i m going there to collect my toys liao, BUT... since i have some extra cash left, see wat i can buy lo.

Okie dokie..gotta run. Thx to all for everything, i had a wonderful bday celebration. =D

The next "prime" conquest:




Hope i will get it soon. If not its gonna extinct

Ok am back home. Thou on the way back is kinda irritated and feel like vomitting. It's all good now.


Short but a great night i can say. Met andrew and cyndi at dbl O. nBz reach there nia keep drinking beer liao. One glass is ok but after that i really hate the smell. Can say the dj improved alot in spinning but the retro end sure fast enough coming up by 90's. See andrew is like very sian lo, then he suggest we go O bar. WU YA BO! andrew say go o bar wor. haha... so we went down at 1 plus, feeling that the muzik would be slow but after we went in it start to groove. They say 2am wan to go off le, really really kinda sad lo budden think about that they r willing to company me to o bar for awhile, ok la... mai hiam lo. AND the best part before we left, the dj played "that girl" AND AND AND "umbrella" somemore is the chris brown remix la. Left the place with 100% satisfaction. Hmm its like listening to summer rain in mambo? Hurhur.

Had bah kut teh nearby, woah really been a long time since we had bkt. I see so many things left so i ordered another bowl of rice, budden in the end i failed to finish the rice. Slap myself* i dont like to waste food, still i wasted more than half bowl of rice. Stomach really bloated liao le. After the supper then the beer kiked in. Wah lauz eh i m on my way home le then start feeling hot... wat sia! Ok as for the rest not going to mention, just some young ignorant kids making noise in the bus.

Ok i know im nagging, you guys might think "ya ya we know its ur fav, no need to repeat again n again n again" BUT i m still gonna say it lo. LoL! The song alwiz made my day whenever i go clubbing. Lalala~

When the sun shine, we'll shine together
You know I'll be here forever
Although it's a lot of rain outside
Girl it's getting late you can stay the night
But you can dipout anytime whenever
I can call a car I ain't tryna stress ya
I'm looking for the one with the glass slipper
Baby girl you can be my Cinderella........

woah. 2nd week i skipped dinner on fri, slept thru til 9am juz now. Wake up watched pirates of carribean 3 then off to cwp for lunch. Body spray finish liao so went to metro to stock up new one, the toys there r pathetic, i was thinking this year isnt a good year for transformers. Nothing really attracts me other than blackout. Reached home around 1+ took a nap til evening.

Already had a mindset that i m going to stay at home for the weekend. Budden theres alwiz something unexpected la. Cyn jioed double O but not much pple going. Thinking about it, i start asking pple to see whether they have any plans. As usual, most of them got their own plans le la. After dragging for so long, been undecisive for awhile. I think i better go la, since got pple jio might as well lo. If not next time they wun ask me out anymore. Thou i know i dont like dbl O anymore, expensive cover charge with the killer retro muzik. Wat i meant was its really gonna kill me, its worst than the ones playing on radio lo. Budden take it easy, go there drink n relax for awhile. Really nothing for me to do liao. Watched movies whole day til i feel like vomitting liao.

K la its getting late n i need to go there all by myself. This sux abit but hope it will be fine after i get there. If today fail, guess i wun be going mambo on wed le. Already gonna spend so much tonight. Where got left $$ to buy transformers and psp next month? XD

Abit relax now, so decide to blog la. If not later go home cannot blog liao. Very bad week for me at home. First my backup hdd crashed all data gone, yest leh my main hdd also crash. ALAMAK LA! gan du lan so juz go sleep lo. From 8 to 630 this morning budden i think is overslept liao, feeling kinda sleepy already lo.

I think , think.... someone is helping me bah. I decide to stop my internet connection then my comp crash. Its like once n for all, no need to think so much liao. Also good la, everyday at home i spend less than 3 hours doing nothing with my comp. Then pay 70 buks every months for nothing. Think about it 70 buks per month i can buy more toys lehz.

Haiz today no program again, people all got their own plans le. I guess...later go cwp makan dinner then go get some tibits and stuffs then camp at home liao. I forsee sat will be going to stay at home also. Meh! weekend is so boring for me, hoping to find some weekend part time job to earn more cash to buy transformers la. Thou is weekend budden its better than stay at home and do nothing. Make full use of the time go earn $$ then FLOOD FLOOD FLOOD my room with toys. hurhur~ and i think i can throw away my zouk member liao. REALLY hardly got use liao lo. So iyah no point keeping it anymore. Bye bye zouk card.

Back to work, hopefully i can sleep early tonight. Cuz... staying awake is damn miserable without a comp and only boring tv shows.

duh... sigh....

spent my weekend well.

Fri, was tired then decide to sleep til sat cuz next day stil needa go back office for a talk n do some paperwork. Woke up by spam calls, then saw danny msn nick saying wan tot go out. So we called zen and met him in town. First we went to holland V but couldnt find a place to eat or chill. Then went to farrer road 24 hr mac there. Had my dinner and we chatted, zen spent quite some time to make keidi go to sleep. Keidi is damn cute la, keep wanting to pull my hair while in the car. -.-

We went off around 2+ then waited bus at city hall. Really waited like more than 30 mins then my bus come lo. Reach home play NFSU2 til 6 then sleep.

Woke up quite early then off to office at international plaza, attend a talk on communication. Quite a fruitful one thou. After that went straight home to sleep liao so fooking tired. Wake up after 7 then met my gang for dinner then went home to prepare to go phuture to meet michael. As usual la the music, the crowd seems abit boring. Then michael and rest left after 2, damn sian one lo. so in the end i was alone again in phuture til end.

Meet up with gerald and gf outside zouk then we went for supper nearby. They took the first bus back then immediately i took a cab back. Thou is 15 mins more to 6 can skip the midnight charge budden im too tired to wait one min more. Raining getting heavy as i got on the cab. By the time reach home the rain is like gonna flood the land liao. So i guess its a better choice to take cab back without waiting. Had a good sleep til 5, watching tv all the way. Dont feel like doing anything at all. Now watching a movie on channel U. Hopefully before the movie end i will be asleep liao.

Thou is abit boring but its alot better than staying at home throughout the whole weekend. Spent quite some buks but its ok. 2 more weeks pay day le. Time seem to pass so fast this week.

Alrighty! back to tv.

Happy day for me. One, the thing went smoothly todae. Left thursday nia, thou reach school earlier n was abit late but all went out just fine. Two, new things added to my toys collection. SmileZ*

Bought revoltech series. Just becuz they had prime and megatron in it la. Its not meant for transforms but able to do alot of nice pose. And the best, its cheap. 2 for $50 buks plus one buks for paying using nets lo. Went with my colleague to china square. Wah lau he spent more than 400 buks lo. Really siao one leh.




Tah Dah! Paiseh prime face is covered. LOL




Prime prime prime~~~~




Ok i think its the first few times i upload pics into blog. So sorry for the lousy resolution. My camera aint that good also.

So contented now. Hmm bday coming soon. I wish..i wish... someone will buy transformers movie blackout for me. The 60-65buks one? XD

Ok off to bed to dream blackout liao. LOL

Today is a very bad start for me. Seriously.....

Overslept, woke up around 7 then outta house at 715. Ok i did had a quik shower la. Then on the way to school my head is spinning and was yawning non stop. Just before i reach the school rain start pouring down. Ran into office already like kena asthma attack liao.

Been working for more than a month liao. First time blogging during wrking hours. Ermmm ye im kinda bored now la. Well preparation has been done, all i have to do is arrive early tomorrow n make sure the exam goes well. Well early as in 7am in da morning! Mac also hvnt open lo, how to settle my poor empty stomach early in the morning. Nvm abt that, think of a way tonight.

For now..... really nothing much to do la, guess i will go for another smoke break. Hur~

Oh No~ Spent my whole sunday sleeping. Just woke up at 10am, now wondering wat time can i go back to sleep.

No clubbing this weekend, but was well spent. Since last week, we went to Mr bean at selegie road and saw the steamboat shop, i have been planning for steamboat. Well... everything went out smoothly as well. Micheal couldnt make it but still he went down to look for us even thou its just for awhile Really appreciate that la, theres alwiz a next time right. No worries

First we started the steamboat with 4 people. Roger and yii were a lil late but soon joined us after our first round of food. As usual la jokes and lame stuffs going around the table. By the time we finish is already 12+ le. Time really flies that night. After we went over to zen place to chill, played poker. Thou is funny la but had a good luff again. Roger n yii only stayed awhile, then we decided to watch movie to wait until morning. Kungfu mahjong one and three, err ya yes we watched 1 n 3. Gonna watch 2 soon to complete the series sometimes later.

Wat i can say is, last night i really had a good time. Mostly laughing thou. But still, thanks alot people.

Not really in the mood to blog budden still have to. Dont wan to wait til i really forgot abt blogging then leave it there to rot again. Next week gonna be a very busy week for me. All the best and hopefully look forward to another great weekend.

wah lauz! now then im awake. its 8pm now, head spinning and leg damn pain.

Met up with danny at orchard around 8. Ok first time im so late. lol. we went to taka for a walk. The one im looking for aint really that nice afterall. But i found a design i really like it. Then we went over to heeren to meet up with zen then to selegie to la kopi. Been on root beer craving so just ordered a root beer float with they call it black cow.. haha mOo~

Michael was at zouk very early. By the time we finish at mr. bean is around 1130. The sms he sent me is kinda like... hes drunk. So i rushed down to zouk to look for him. So freakish pack lo. Damn sian, squeeze to members area is alrdy dont knw wat time liao. Found him high like shyt n we went for a smoke. Decided to drag him to phuture cuz im thinking phuture might be better cuz in zouk u cant really move at all. On the way there michael was toking to anyone he can grab. Wah lauz this bugger get drunk so siao one. Phuture was really empty that night. Thou my aim is not rnb that night but least i got the space to dance compared to zouk. Just before 1am, michael went off, he say gonna collapse liao. Oh well, i was alone down there from 1am onward all the way to the end. I saw that girl again, i tot im gonna be excited but i realised not really afterall. Was enjoying myself cuz muzik was quite good. All the way til phuture almost finish i went over to zouk for pvd. Again i had fun, the bass was heavy n nice. First time in my life i club alone. Aint that bad but i suggest not to do it again. LoL... really no one to talk to. Dance all the way til 5am then meet up with gerald. We went to great world city 7-11 for a rest had a cup noodle n coke. Around 6 we walked to lido mac for breakfast. Ordered fillet o fish with large iced milo. As usual took a bus to bukit panjang then 960 home. After shower i concuss til 8 lo. Really scare i wun be able to sleep early tonight.

Yest night we were toking abt the m'sia trip on end of sept. Really feel like going lo, a way to celebrate my bday also. But after thinking all night, i still think that its better that i celebrate my bday alone. Haiz...

Off to play some games and make myself sleepy. Next week is sch holiday but i will be very busy at work. All the best to me.

Slept more than 10 hours today. Feeling great now. Last night after work went to meet danny at suntec and walk around the comex thing. Nothing much actually, everytime go see all the same thing. After that drag him to phuture with me. hurhur. As we r on the wat, we crossed many roads. Meaning in 200m range we we cross over n back n over again. Reason: danny not sure which bus stop to take 16. While waiting for bus, the curse happened. Once he light a ciggy, num 16 came. LoL! damn suay sia.

Had the blue ninja at winebar, too bad no one for one on fri nights. Becuz no seats so just drink liao then go in. Inside not rly that packed cuz its only 1145, deicide to grab another beer. But starting was really abit boring. Was yawning all the way til like 2 then the good music comes in. Party all the way to the end, was like around 4? Had a drink at shell, becuz gonna rain soon we move to great world 7-11. Had our supper and wait for 6 to approach. Save the midnight cab fare $$ lo. Then msg zen to arrange meeting with him. Who knows he just called back. That was like 615 in the morning.

Gonna meet danny for shopping and coffee in town around 730. Zen still hvnt reply me so hopefully he respond me liao will join us after. Tonight dont have the intention of going zouk at all. Woke up recieve a sms from yii saying that they r going. Should be feeling happy la, like dat got pple go with me. But then they r not alone, oh well u know wat i meant. So thinking abit it, i think i better give it a pass. Suddenly i remembered michael is going, somehow hes looking for someone to go with too. Ok so now the plan is we r going, if hes able to make it early. If not i will just go zouk first find gerald then wait until michael arrive.

Had a very bad feeling now. Thing aint going that smoothly, but dont wished anything to happen la. HmMm will i see her tonight? Last night was hoping to see her but never, Kinda sad... Hurhur..oh wellz lets pray everything goes well tonight.

Just back from watching 881. Feeling very very tired. Second night sleeping latez again. Hopefully tomorrow i can survive thru. Off to bed, still hoping to see that girl soonz. XD

Hmm its quite late alrdy, still feeling energetic. Met my gang for dinner and some catching up. Had a great chat and stuffs.

Last night, last min went to zouk, with gerald. Gerald agreed to company me to phuture. Guess wat???

Phuture is playing retros...OH NOS! Supposed to be some event thingy, "localised". Some local djs spinning the night. 1st hr was real bad, u knw u go to phuture people r expecting some rnb groove. All i can see is that dj killed the crowd. Everyone went off and he didnt realise anything at all. Then after hip hop n rnb kicked back, people start coming to the dancefloor again. There was this girl, whole night my eyes were set on her. She dances real nice and so cute~ Even saw her at zouk when i went over to check it out for abit. After clubbing i kept toking about her, gerald was like.. LoL! Shes on my mind every sec.... oh nos i guess i m addicted. HuR~ Hopefully i will get to see her again? I really hope so....

Thats the reason i m loving the song more. Its all becuz of you~

After phuture last night, im loving this song more and more.

Its all because of you~

Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't


I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it


And it’s all because of you
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug


Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave


I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it


And it’s all because of you (all because of you)
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

Bored, stressed, fuk-ed up is the word to describe me now.

Another week is almost over le, work is as usual. Learning the things fast, going stable mode soon. Finally end my mambo spree, juz jump off to bed n sleep the night thru. First time was abit messy, wanting to go but cant find any good reason. Oh wellz....

Problems at home is piling up day by day. Im so scared of staying at home now. Every day after work i will juz go home, have my dinner and sleep around 8. Yes...not more than that, today is abit different thou. Was playing DnD2 until complete then watch tv, disturb some friends on msn. And i realised, people around me are getting busy and "hot". Unable to ask anyone out for the weekends again. Another stik at home fri and sat i guess. Getting so fuked up, maybe i will juz go out find a 24hr lan shop n game all the way. Well, i guess i gotta do some "early booking" if i really wan to ask my friends out.

Its 1030. I survived 2 n half hrs more tonight. Maybe im really bored, i need to go and n de-stress myself. C'mom kai... i knw i can do it. Isolating myself isnt really that hard right?! Soon i will get used to it and live again. For now, im officially a dead person. Im going crazy.....


Things aint getting my way now. Depressed and lonely, no one to talk about my problems. Its another history repeating. Last time i almost gone crazy. Hmmm.... dont mind me people, i might be mentally unsound now or im just tired. Been fuking around and had no idea wat im blogging. I think thats enuff... time for bed.

I just feel like saying. F**K everything.... ( i just hope someone will really understand me for a bit... juz a lil lil bit will do.)

I know i hate this song to the max. But this mix is kinda nice, oh well . . .

Enjoyz . . .

Comp has not been off for a few days le. Downloading losta stuff, esp games. Ragnarok battle offline, need for speed underground 2, Beast wars seaon 1 and 2 and so on. Gonna flood my comp with entertainments.

Nothing much today. Play RBO, check in wow for 5 mins then off le. Maple for awhile to check my $$ and items, other than that tv and more tv. Kinda bored but no choice, how i wish monday will come soon. Weekdays at least i can go work and waste my time. Weekend, stay home and its really bored. Wanted to watch movie but dont know wat to go for, tomorrow bah....

Time for more tv again.... until i doze off~

Feeling damn fuk up now. DAMNIT! Reached home was downloading a game till moments juz now. One itchy click, my comp went standby mode. 6 hours of waiting is gone in a sec. Now i have to re download the shyt again, gonna wait for another blardie full 6 hrs again. Yes feeling damn sore now.

*Take a deep breath*

Work is kinda light n easy today. School holiday so students and losta teachers not around. Clear up my workplace cuz its sho messy til i cant stand it. Day pass very fast, went to the nearby hawker with one colleague for dinner. Had my fav tang yuan there and tried the "long" queue satay bee hoon. Wondered y so many pple queueing, to me its not that good. Took a bus home and start dowloading a game. Damnit!

Wanted to go out but cant find anyone. Cuz tomorrow, for sure im staying home. its alrdy pass 11 so i guess i'll stay home. Tot can play the new game im downloading to pass my night. Who knws....DAMNIT! No mood to log on WoW at all, no games to play. Feeling so empty now. Been surfing the net whole night, downloading pics and stuffs. Even changed my blogskin abit. Ok i know its kinda lame cuz i changed the pics and some heading only. Looking at my download.. 4% only. Think i will leave it for tomorrow, whole day playing it. As for now til i go to bed, i really have no fooking idea wat to do.

I think... wed night.. or rather thurs morning, i didnt join them for supper, somehow pissed someone off. Demand an explanation and i think its pointless. Explain le in the end it gotten messy and i guess misunderstanding? I dont know.. yes i really dont know how to explain. But i believe people who know me well and understand me knows what im thinking. If any other dont get it, i have no idea wat to do to convince them. Okay.. take it that im petty, things over so long and im still so sore about it. Wateva! If anyone thinks that way, go ahead. U can say that you finally understand how i treated u as a frd. Oh really? Now i also understand that how u see me as a frd also. If u dont understand me well enuff and keep demand an explanation when i dont feel like explaining, THEN r u really a frd of mine?

So sick n tired so these shyt happening over and over again. Its time to end it, dont have a good soultion now. So i guess for the moment im gonna be a caveman. Stay inside my cave for good. Morning go wrk, evening go home straight. Night stay at home and play game, play until im tired then fuk off to bed. Then next day go work again and so on. Sound boring? no choice... its better than more misunderstanding.

I did that before, to a very good frd of mine. In order not to really lose a frd, i chose to avoid. Avoid having problems and eventually the friendship just gone for no reason. Somehow it works, i save a friendship and i m glad i made that choice. In the past i will not choose to avoid but after so many things happened, i learn that avoiding can really save some unnecessary conflicts.

Oh well... i ended my life again... in a way. Finally feeling tired after so much blabbering. Sorry and thanks to thoes who make the effort to read my entry. I know... after reading, it might hurt ur eyes. Well... i talk in this way afterall. Luckily many people is read and forget.

Kay..time for bed and dreams. As for tomorrow, i hope for the better. IF i have a tomorrow.

Tired... still feeling very tired. Guess had a very long day yest. Awake for more then 24 hrs, wrk then mambo. Eve of holiday, as usual mambo was packed like hell. Met up with roger, yii, sq n danny for dinner before that. Blardie hell the rice cost me 5 buks, wasnt that good also. Mambo was usual, i meant the muzik. Other than that, alot of pple lo, nothing really special also.

Went to phu at 3 but sadly it end at 4. Went bak to zouk to hang around until 450? i forgot the time. Went to shell to get a drink, was really dehydrated liao. Feel like eating but doesnt wan to eat much. Was very tired, need some quiet time of my own. So didnt join the gang for supper at spize. Waited for them to go off liao then awhile later i took a slow slow stroll to lido mac alone. Top up my ezlink card at orchard mrt, came up n see the sky is shooo red. Strong wind were blowing and i know its gonna rain sometime soon. Ordered bagel meal, sat down n rest abit before i start eating. Took more than 5 mins to swallow the hashbrown then rain started to fall. Quickly finish the rest then proceed to bus stop. Bus 700 to bukit panjang will only start at 7am, that time was only 630. Took bus 171 instead, will alight at same place but its going thru bukit timah, gonna be a hell long ride. Board the bus n i dozed off moments later.

Was kinda fast also, holiday and not much traffic. I reached bukit panjang at 705am, wait more than 10 mins for bus 187 then sleep again in bus. Reach home is like 730 alrdy, took a quik hot shower then off to bed. Then all the way until 615 juz now. Woke up first thing is to get a drink then had my dinner. Ndp juz started so was blogging n watching ndp'07.

Wonder what time can i sleep later.. tomorrow is sch holiday but i still gotta work. Sleep too late, tmr will be a zombie. Oh noes... Die die muz sleep before 11.

Time to wow, muz catch up abit. Weekend i wan to go phu n club againz... next week onward not much mambo le unless im confident that i can survive on next day.

Been a busy week. Just start my new work, on job training is included of cuz. It's something new to me, not juz troubleshooting of pcs n such. Alot of things to learn n remember. Very very tired after work. Slept almost 17 hrs on sat, mainly becuz of mambo-ing on wed i guess. But after next week, think.. will skip mambo if can cuz i gotta report work at 730! Its time i really end the spree liao.

Yest was gaming at home til evening, very sian and wanted to go out. Then zy suggested porridge buffet at balestier. Jasmine n david went too, food was really very normal lo. But wun go back for a 2nd time. 14buks... alright bah, quite reasonable if not i will burn the place down. After the buffet, plan to go zouk to clock our attendance. David went home n the rest took bus down. Waited for jerry til 11+ then we went in. Maybe its been awhile since i went phuture on saturday. The muzik is quite... good? Wanted to go look for roger after clubbing budden was cancel. Spize didnt open so we had supper at some chicken rice store. Reached yck was around 530 le so sent zy back to roger's place first. Waste abit of time, then take a cab from there. Trying to skip abit of midnight charge. Cab fare was around $12.30, only 2 buks of midnight charge. LoL... saved quite alot.

Had plenty of rest alrdy, game awhile then watching tv now. Most prob after dinner, gotta read up some notes to refresh abit on my memory. Tomorrow is a new week BUT! wed can relax again. Eve of national day so its mamboz time.. Thinking about it also make me feel abit sad. Sure pack pack like vesak day eve. Good thing is most pple wil be there n able to stay til late. Good time to gather around, hopefully theres supper after that.

Need to subscribe a new hp line soon. Getting a cheaper plan with free incoming calls, also a new hp la. Most probably nokia 6288, cheap and its a slide phone. Other than that... maybe a watch or somethg, "time is $$" i needa manage my time well when work. hmm 5mins til 7. sunday i can watch tv from 7 till 11. Then Koonz! Really not much mood to game. Also dont knw y thurs i go buy wow timecard. Think its abit waste of $$ since im not playing regularly now. Oh well, alrdy buy le... soo ahem...

Wed will be free after 6. Guys, any plan update me kay. Think will juz go home n change then go out liao. Was hoping for some dinner before mambo or something. Time is $$... time to read up my notes.

If im not wrong, today is the last day of july. Anyway its 9.04am now, had my breakfast n such. Somehow today is my last day of my slacking spree for so many years. Tomorrow onwards will be working liao lo. Abit sad but no choice, given the situation now i gotta go out n work. These few days... have been sleeping well, umm as in sleep b4 11 wake up b4 8. Gotta get use to this lifestyle liao so might as well do it one week before my work really start.

Some people might think. Working only ma, nothing big to fuss about. Well, maybe to some pple, zhikai the trash bin is finally getting his ass up n work liao. Have not been working full time for the past few yrs liao. All i do is stay home n help up with frd's project. Gah!!!! hope for the best bah.

Time is precious. Today is my WoW last day of subscription also, gotta make use of today and chiong chiong chiong!! Hopefully tmr afta wrk, theres a place for me to buy my gamcard. If not have to go causeway point lezzz.... Ok!! enuff of yapping.. time to play game!

No life... another stay home saturday. sigh....

Had a long day yesterday. Long as in im not busy, just that.. i woke up damn early and slept damn late. Went down for a very very short interview at ncs hub. The person told me "shldnt be prob." Dont get it at all, wait for their call lo. Want to jio danny out to la kopi but didnt expect "the" interview to end so early. Juz went home straight without any plans in my mind. Hate it when i go out, walked so far, reached there havnt sit down for more then 5 mins ask me go home liao. Think i really failed that much.

Good choice of not meeting up or going out yest. Ran Steamvaults got my neckpiece and also kara. Even before 8pm im already sho tired, wanting to sleep le but since im kinda needed in that raid so tag along lo. By the time everything ended, my brain is already bleeding. So pain n giddy and woke up with a slight fever this morning. Oh Dohz.

After sooooo soooo soooo long i finally got another epic. One bloody cock tanking helm, stats are good. But the cock i referring to is the looks. Still..happy to get something new

5pm already. Time to decide where and what to have for dinner. Temperature still abit high, gotta pop some panadols and rest early tonight.

Now is 5 mins before 6am. Woke up by the heavy pour outside, feeling so cold and shivering. Main reason, nose blocked... i sure hate that. Before i really wake up, all i remember is im looking for my blanket. And heard a loud bang, one of my prime got blew off by the strong wind. Fan isnt on now and im feeling like im in a air con room. Can imagine how heavy is the rain outside now.

Made myself some hot coffee, and i mean "some". Nowadays one cup is not enough for me anymore, seems like im becoming a coffee addict. You know.. cigarette, coffee the link is there. Have no idea what to do so decide to blog abit.

As usual, same old shyt every week. Zouk.. suppose to be the cd release but i dont see anything special about it. Maybe mambo dont amuse me anymore, more to phuture already. Always waiting for the time to arrive then off to real party. Hours of standing at zouk cant compare to the one hr dancing in phuture. Thats the only time that i can move non-stop like the good old days in zouk. After that our plan didnt change too. Stayed til 6 so everyone can save $$ on midnight cabby. This time we have a half drunk dumb fuck kes with us. I gotta admit when hes high and dont know wats hes doing, he is irritating. But oh well, he does add laughter to our long wait til 6am. Thats just kes eh? hurhur.. Just before 7, our "full of shyt danny" wanted to shit becuz of some drink he had. So we had breakfast while waiting for him, who knows it ended up with a long chat again. Ghost, embarass encounters and alot of other insignificant issues. I think we left around 8 plus cuz its gonna rain soon. In the end kes decide to take a cabby back. Bad choice, bad jam at PIE and cars couldnt really move. I got off the cab paying 23buks. Thats like taking a midnight cab home. All i can say, we had good laughter that night/morning.

Weekends.. i dont have much to say. Stay home, boring and lifeless. Spent of my time sleeping and more sleeping. Haiz... frankly speaking i need a life badly. LoL! If not im becoming the cave man million years back. Of cuz i will kill myself before that even happen.

Almost 2 weeks le...how r u? Hope you're feeling better already. Im getting use to it le so i hope u r feeling the same too. Oh well...

Rain stopped, feeling hungry. Time for a slow walk downstair, enjoy the breeze. Get a pack of ciggy and buy breakfast home. Nose is better after 2nd cup of coffee and tons of puffing of ciggies. In fact i do feel good now. Maybe a few games of dota later then at night, guild in anetheron is running gruul. Are they gonna make it? LoL

Hmm... after days of watching n dl-ing of Tf series. Finally got the mood to force myself to blog before i sleep.

Gulit....gulity..is the only word to describe me now.

All along i know its gonna be impossible, never gonna work out. "You never try you'll never know the result." Ok..to be fair i gave it a shot, but...it stil fails. I guess..i m better off alone, relationship.. i still not prepared for it. Some people say, "start a new one and u will forget the past soon."

O'rly? Nah.. i dont think so. For me, i will only take a step out when im done with the past. Been so long and i dont knw wats stopping me from moving. The puzzle still unslove til now. Or maybe like wat i said always. When i totally forgive myself, then i will move on. Mistake and more mistakes is what i can only do in a relationship. Think i really failed in this kind of stuffs. Alway a better friend than a boyfriend. Dont think i m able to change that fact. So... all i can say is sorry and sorry. Didnt expect it to turn out this bad.

Okay....no more emo... if not cant sleep again. Other than that, i have not been gaming. Dont think im joking... really not much activities in WoW recently. Most of the time im Dl-ing Tf series and watching it. Tired liao go to sleep, hungry liao go makan. Simple as that... someone told me "humans need companion." My only answer to that is my toys r my companions. I feel good being alone now. Im a person when feeling comfortable with somethg, i wouldnt wanna change it. So now alone is the best for me.

Lets see... how much TF series have i covered.. Energon, Cybertron, Headmaster, Masterforce, G1. Now dling the whole series of beast wars. Fuked...beast war had like 5-7 series. Its gonna take a long time to dl n watching it. Oh well... hope for the better then. Been going for interviews and..people just dont wan me. Lets see.... i think i really sux? as a human ?

Oh fuk it.... it take sometime to forget n get over it. Off to bed.. too much negative charges in my brain now. Its bad for health.

Actually i have alot of thgs to update after i rch home, budden was watching TF beast wars in youtube. No mood to blog now. Oh well... bak to watching TF.

Next time then update bah...

WuWaHahahah.....no need to say much. if u notice the changes then yay!

Was still with losta energy after coming bak from zouk. Remind me of the movie then i was thinking someone muz haf put up a skin for it, TahDah!!!! All along i prefer autobots than decept but this skin really look better than the "protect" so chosen it. The author made 3 in total, one is featuring blackout! i was like omg blackout blogskin~~ so excited.. but the skin aint really that good lo. Gonna use this for the moment til someone post a better one. Seem abit messy but still favourite theme comes first!

Tonight's activity is kinda late. Went out around 1120 waited til 12+ then tong bang roger's car to zouk. Was at winebar chilling then phuture for awhile. Dont knw why....the mood isnt there at all. So... went for supper near 3am. Went to cine's "hongkong cafe", can say its a satisfying supper. Rushed to take night rider home, given the thought that i had to walk 15 mins then reach home. Budden thinking of there's a 7-11 there, i can grab a big gulp and a chance to win ultimate bumblebee!

My legs still in pain. Fri's shopping trip is a waste, didnt get anything at all. Wanted to buy shoes at some cheaper places. Ran around losta toys shop looking for single piece blackout but all sold out. Damnit!Was really glad that i got the optimus prime on last friday ah....cuz i didnt see any of it too. Now...all i need is a new pair of shoes. Might be going to queensway to check it out on monday. For now.... i think i will go for a few rounds of dota then breakfast..geez im hungry again...lol

One last thing!!!! if anyone of u happen to buy any big gulp, pls take the receipt n request for the lucky draw form, im trying my luck to get the "ultimate bumblebee" Many many thanks to gerald, first to help me..haha! 30 lucky winners only!!! i will grab a gulp whenever i can....

I WANT THE BUMBLEBEE!

Been bak to slacking after my ict ended. First thing is of cuz...mambo. No time restriction, its does feel good that i have to leave when i dont wan to. Phuture was packed as hell but also muzik is good like usual. Mambo rly had nothing for me to stay, as soon as 1250 im out of there. Went bak around 250 to finish my drink, danced a few good old songs like call me, lucky, dont call me baby then bak to phuture again. Stayed til morning with gerald n danny, to save $$ on cabby. Tok rubbish thru n sure to enjoyed it again, nothing but lame jokes. Had mac for bfast then took bus home. Couldnt sleep until like 10+, but 2+ i woke up alrdy. Found out that danny went to watch TF without sleep n came bak complaining all the unrealistic stuffs bla bla... So thurs outing is cancelled changed to friday. I need to get a pair of shoe badly. Old one is spoilt n cant be used anymore. So...wat m i going to wear if im going out tmr? -.-"

Recall abit of last week... hmm Tf on thurs n fri. Of cuz watched it with my gang on fri. Their response doesnt seem so well...maybe they expect more bah? Sat met up with andrew cyndi n rest at dbl O. Didnt rly amuse me anymore? Juz hang around there, saw alfred there too. Sometime later decided to drag them to O bar. Go down there, super re entry queue. Suggested Phuture, without thinking all agreed la. Phuture wasnt playing any rnb but lucky zouk main room got guest dj. Cash money or somethg, ok rnb and was good, everyone enjoy i think?

Went to jalan kayu for supper then roger drop us off near his hse cuz he said there easier to take a cabby. Waited like 15 mins, fed up..took a bus to yishun and train bak home. Saved some $$ too i guessed. LoL

Didnt really log in WoW for whole week. Told erik im going for a short break. So im juz spending my time in dota now. Not really used to slaking again. sleeping hrs become messsy n it made me so tired.

Things happen everwhere. Sq, kes and some other. Dont wan to say anythg about it. Hope that u guys will feel better soon ok.

Felt that this entry is abit weird...maybe im juz forcing myself to update thats y its like one piece one piece....

Off to gaming... hope tmr will be able to go out n shopping. Even suggested phuture after that. LoL!!!!

I m too excited to sleep now. Sound silly? yes im that silly!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAH

Today is the release of Transformers the Movie! Tell myself i muz catch it today cuz i cant wait any longer. Was disappointed at first cuz i couldnt find anyone to go with. Last min then i decided to go alone. Fuk care man.... its my fav movie watching it alone so wat eh? LoL!!!!! Didnt regret at all. All the time focusing on the show, no one disturbing me. It does feel great! Many wun be watching it so soon so im not gonna spoil it. All i can say its FANTASTIC! Its great to be a fanatic of TF i guess....

First thing comes to my mind after the movie. Ima collecting the whole series of robots! I know it will cost me a bomb but who cares hahaha. Im determine to go shopping after work tomorrow.One time gonna buy one autobot and a decepticon i guess. Since they only release that few, it wun take too long to complete the series!

And of cuz! the first two will be the hardest ones to find. Optimus Prime and Megatron. Pray for me okie.... Aim is to bring them home tomorrow. I feel like a small boi now....haha but im a HAPPY one kayzzzzz........

Wooty woot! time to sleep. Didnt feel so great for such a long time!

Yay!!! Finally its weekend~ So long didnt have the feeling that weekend is sho~ impt. Got the urge to go clubbing, the one n only place in my mind is phuture. Budden got a bad feeling, sq dont like the muzik so i guess its another stay home fri night. NO I WAN TO GO OUT~!~!~!

Didnt log in WoW for 3 days le. Rch home had my dinner le then relac on bed and play psp til i fall asleep. This routine has been going on for days and i guess i will get use to it? By right i should get my pay, reservist pay tomorrow. So~ i guess its time for some shopping! Yes.. one thing im gonna buy for sure, new PsP game! Reservist made me take out my psp n play again. On the way to work n home..if not i think it will be just collecting dust in my room. Visited the webby n theres so many new games. Ya...new to psp but most of them i played in Ps2 or even Ps1. Thou they say the game add in new graphics n CGs...budden it doesnt really amuse me. 2 games in my mind. Tansformers the movie or need for speed.

Feeling tired but i really feel like clubbing. Just like wed, i still went down to zouk n forced myself to go home at 3. Thurs was alright for me, not tired at all. But its today... i woke up and tried hard to stay awake. Glad the day is gonna be over soon.

Time for dinner lo~ Danny gonna play billiard with his frds... Sq still no reply...
HAIZ KAN SIAN LA!

Its 11.38pm.... abit more time for me to sleep. Didnt wan to risk my sleeping hours so stop my gaming. Read losta bloogy and realise everyone is busy, having fun with their own life n such. Well thats good...

Tmr will be my 3rd day of reservist. Not bad... i always like to think in a bad way but luckily its really not that bad. Had half day so rushed home n sleep. Been thinking alot, so...my mood is kinda low. Suddenly got the urge to go mambo, if i go i need to go bak around 2? I need sleep at least so that i can ta han the next day. Have really no idea why i wan to go suddenly. To make myself feel better or to make myself suffer? See how bah...if tmr is rly that boring i guess i will make my way down lo. Have a drink or two? or even more? Hmmm

I tot i have alot of things to say but then..suddenly im like lost of words. Tired? or my mood is killing me? GrR! Removed the mp3 thingy cuz its getting on my nerves. Everytime go to the page then muzik.

kay...yawning alrdy... suddenly knw wat to write but i think i''ll gif it a pass. No risking of my sleep esp if im going mambo tmr. Shld i go? Shld i not? Pls gimme some answer...... cuz i knw...u'll be there....

Sad....reached home around 4am. I can say... tonight is really screwed. Left zouk at 2, hang around til 230 then went supper with sq. Everything just went wrong tonight. Sq had a small car accident, too crowded, cant go phuture. Been asking myself.. since im so sick of mambo, y do i still go every week. One reason..i might get to go phuture and... i get to see someone. Cuz.. i knw she will be there. So...

Kay.... other than that had a busy weekend. Sat is celebrating roger's belated bday. Actually all of us decided of make him stress first then suddenly all pop out to gif him a mini surprise. Who knws that plan backfired. Met them at yck n we went to a kopitiam for dinner. Sorry to make danny go all the way to yck then back to the east. LoL my bad XD

That kopitiam...once i step in, my appetite gone le. In the end danny n i had dinner at nearby foodcourt. As usual, roger n his prawning spree. That place stinkzzz de lo but luckily its only 2 n 1/2 hr stay. Proceed to tampinese for supper and had losta laughter plus lame joke. Muah Ji and Char sao Bao... haha.. but that time im alrdy too tired le so juz hoping that things will end fast. roger sent us back.. gam sia leh. Actually only thought of dropping nearby then grab a cabby de.

Sunday, went for a distant relative wedding dinner. Same location where adrian held his dinner. Its spectacular de lo! 100 tables. Almost 1000 pple if everyone attend. Didnt knw i had such a big family.

This coming saturday my bro is going to enlist. My mum wana go along cuz my dad cant make it, so my mum ask me to go too. 1030 muz reach tekong. Wah kau eh..in the end i still get to go there. Go there feed mosquito better. Gonna be a 4 hr event where the letter stated. Think reach home n prepare to have dinner le. Most prob meeting roger n gang for phuture. Zhenyi wanna go and its my last weekend before my reservist. Plus tonight like that so i really hope saturday will be a good one. Granado espada will be having event at zouk that night. Hmm all i can say is.... WoW FTW!

Gonna sleep soon even thou im not sleepy yet. Meeting danny for dinner at town then go pa lan. Hmm lan or LAN? i dont knw... XD depend on how u guys pronounce it la. In english way or hokkien way. Sq will be joining us too cuz hes the one that suggest it. So no one is gonna 747 me! cuz i knw that might happen.

Time to take a break from everything. Use this 2 weeks to think abt myself. Wat im gonna do after that. Might be a chance to make me stop mambo or something. Might be a chance for me to forget something. Forget ur face...

Is my pace too fast today or is my comp gonna die soon?

My comp is wrking like LKK today. Yes slow as in DAMN SLOW, loading of webby is slow, WoW 80% of the time cannot log in. N its getting on my nerves....damnit! Something happened at home too. Really feeling low now, its mambo night. Hopefully, i will get over it soon.

Hopefully... will mambo make my mood better? Still i will juz go n try my luck. See ya guys later.

Been bored for the past 3 hours. Wanted to sleep but unable to, owned some alliance then finally decided to blog. Nothing much, major issue is last sat my comp crashed. Spent 2 days xfering my data then format my comp. Very clean comp now, juz msn and WoW... anyway this is only my surfing net n gaming comp. Luckily my wrk stuffs is not affected at all...wat a BIG phew.

Guild finally start karazhan liao, yes i mean FINALLY... was kinda happy la. Ran on mon,wed and fri. Managed to down 2 bosses le, guess tomorrow shall be the death of Maiden.. yes i wan my epics..thou i got one on mon. Wed the kara nearly made me stop my mambo spree. Luckily finished at 11pm sharp, took a cab down and as i expected... i went there to pass time only. Weeks pass and more determined i wan to stop the spree.

How should i put it...hmm now i enjoyed my weekend staying at home playing wow while someone is there to company me.. eh.. pple have been asking me whos this person. I also dont know how to explain... Even my own gang i also nv disclose much to them also. Wait til the time is ripe bah..also dont knw wat i really want.

Realised blogging made me sleepy... not a bad idea to blog anyway. Guess i shall go arrange my bank stuffs then go sleep. Life is still the same and still sux to wat others told me. Well....i enjoyed it can le right. Im born to waste my life away.

kay..the spree is still on so meaning i went to zouk last wed. Was a tired one, reached about 1130. Wasnt really into clubbing cuz im sick n feeling like im dying any moment. If wow didnt shut the server down, i would be at home gaming than going to zouk. Forced myself stayed til the end, didnt even wan to go phuture cuz its very packed that night. Went to shell and sat til 6am then took a cab home. One good thing that i go zouk is becuz.... kes gave me the transformers movie poster, its power de lo. 2 sided one, til now i stil hvnt found a suitable place to put it up.

Skipped zouk on weekend cuz were gonna watch spiderman 3. Yea its nice but kinda disappointed, maybe i told myself im there for the action but not the storyline. The actions leh, alright la not bad esp when venom appear. Its sho damn cool eh. But overall i gif a 7/10 ba, in a cartoon freakz view. But if i dont knw anything about spiderman, maybe i gif it a 9/10. Bought a abit of snacks n milk before going home. Slept quite early also, mood seems to be on a holiday after i recover from fever.

Spent whole sunday on dl-ing Tf cybertron. Oh yea i manage to recover my old hdd data, cybertron and energon series is still in that hdd. Shooo happi eh, downloaded the rest of the eps and started the cartoon spree. watched only 13eps and slept around 8+... Woke up at noon n continue with the cartoon, managed to finish it by 10pm. Now dl-ing energon, file was very big so might take weeks to complete thou i m left with last 12 eps.

Woke up early today. Didnt do anything n went for breakfast. Rched home n juz on my mp3s, staring into the blank n let my brain go dead. Wats with me this weekend? I dont have the mood to do anything at all. Not even gaming lo....doh..hopefully my mood will come home soon. Or maybe its a part of evolution, evolving into a brainless zombie maybe? =\

Just a quick update. nothing much actually.

Went to zouk on sat. Was alright but was having headache thru the night. Didnt go for supper, was raining too heavily so i juz took a cab home. KNN go by CTE again, jammed somemore. Cabfare was 26buks, almost fainted lo. Stayed at home on monday night to wow, dont have mood to go zouk is one reason, no $$ to spend on this week is another reason. But main thing is im so sick, having fever, flu and cough. Its like a trend lo...everyone is falling sick.

Didnt really want to go zouk tonight, still sick plus no $$. Thought i would sleep my night thru, who knows, dinner time i wake up liao. Only sleep like 5 hrs only? Then zy was saying that they might go, making me abit tempted to go also. So now waiting for their news lo, if they go then i might juz tag along. I knw gonna bored me out but oh well, i dont wan to break the "spree".

All i can say... my day is bad...very bad. my word might sound harsh cuz im still feeling moody.

Suppose to meet michael and nicole to go lan shop to play game in the day or evening. After sending nicole a sms reply, i waited until i dozed off. Called them around 5+ and they are alrdy there c&c-ing le. Logged in wow to continue farming. I guess i finally made up my mind to concentrate on my main, been farming for whole week le. 4/5 dungeon set piece and some reputation exalted. To some non gamers, they might think, these are all bullshyts. Whats there to acheive when its only a game. To hell with thoes pple la, if u dont knw about gaming, fuk off.
Was chatting with erik,zen and lyst on vent while doing some farming. Wanted to go shattered halls but i gotta meet up with andrew for coffee. No choice lo..gotta gif it a miss. Waited at the usual bus 16 stop for andrew. Tong pang his car n we to zouk, had coffee soon after sign in.

Mambo was like omfgwtf situation. I dont knw wats happening to me recent weeks. Mambo is juz not for me. Something is missing or something is affecting me. Hmm i really cannot answer also. The muzik doesnt suit my mood at all. Luckily roger n gang is there last night, around 1 we went of to velvet for hiphop le. Even thou the muzik at that time isnt that good and yes i do feel bored. But at least i feel ALOT better after leaving zouk. While later michael and gang joined us, including kes. Around 230 we went bak zouk, soon after it played missing. Only towards last part the muzik is good.

As usual the 3 red dots went to shell. Had a fast drink cuz kes had to go bak already. Gerald n i walked to spize for supper cuz gerald wan to save the midnight cab charges. Had murtabak with bandung. Satisfying supper and rain came soon after. Rushed over to borders there and wait for 6am to come. The rain juz come n go often, we chatted until both dozed off. Finally at 630 gerald got the first cab n went bak. See that hes so tired alrdy so let him go bak first lo.

This is the starting of my disaster. Waited 10 mins and couldnt get any cab. So i went up further to wait as the bustop cuz the rain is heavier. For the whole 20 mins i didnt see any cab that is available. Pissed off alrdy, so angry until im so awake. Walked all the way bak to mrt station n took a train bak. Guess wat? i didnt get to sit down at all. Struggle myself thru the whole trip, other hand i need to entertain someone while shes on her way to wrk. My brain is alrdy dead-ed then still got to think of wat to say. Reached marsiling mrt around 8 and its raining heavily!!! The new build "shelter" that link my from my block to the mrt station is bullshyt lo! Maybe its for nice only. Had a quik shower and wanted to sleep liao, rain stopped and the kids downstair start their PE lessons!!! Toss around an hour finally dozed off, but its not the end. I woke up very hour, toss 10 mins then go bak to sleep again. All the way like that until 330, in fact im still feeling very tired now. Hopefully i get a good sleep tonight, gona be a early camping this week. Starting from tonight until tmr. Cuz sat roger will be going phuture, juz nice he finish his exam on that day also. Nice.... waited 3 weeks alrdy finally get to go again. Logged in wow for awhile le still dont knw wat to do.

Guess i will "steam" myself all the way til dinner then pray i will fall asleep after that. I need a good rest. Almost forgetting one thing, this morning i enjoyed the rain again. Stood there n let it wash my brain. Getting very emo these few weeks, hopefully it will wash away all my funny thoughts. Oh well...

Well.. wed is hella tired day for me. That affect my mood in mambo too bah. hmmm

Woke up early as usual to do my wrk. Until 10+ then i log in Bnet to play a few games of dota. Zen called around 2+ and made arrangement to meet up. They picked me up at marsiling mrt, the moment i rch the bus stop, juz nice they arrived also. Went to causeway but cant find any good spot to la kopi. So we end up in Lot1, thats wat i planned at first la. Sat outside Mac n had my ... erm.. late lunch or early dinner? Gossip abit and took a train home. Had my dinner soon after i rch home and start sending out resume again. Zen called n said he will be at mambo later on. Took a nap, gah shldnt have took the nap lo. Slept 1 hr wake up with my eyes unable to open. Nua abit at living then Proceed down to zouk. Forced myself to take train down to orchard. Reached there juz nice 11pm, went in slack around. Mambo start very late, well u know gerald isnt there so it does affect mambo abit. No one to kamikaze and go up to be the ONE. Summer rain and rock this party played around 1+. After that i m all the way at dancefloor slacking. 2 weeks no hip hop le feel damn sian, and no one is there to company me there. So i juz stand there smoke n smoke. Waited for kes until mambo ended n we went off to shell. Grabbed our supper and went home. Didnt really stay, gerald not around and its damn quiet. Reached home didnt even check my mail, straight to bed.

Woke up at 2pm. feeling very moodless for whole day. abit dota then wow, then dota again. Dont even have the mood to do my wrk. Was slacking around in wow after dinner. zen ask me y so sian. Even myself also cannot explain lo. Maybe i m still tired bah? i also dont know. Went to bed around 1215 and that goes my thurs..

As for today leh... i think its gonna be the same like last 2 weeks bah. Camp at home. Early in the morning my dad showed me bro's enlistment letter. Oh well, finally hes going into the "army" House will be very quiet for the month of june at least til july? 16th june my bro is gonna be enlist and 18th im going for my reservist. Hmm government do plan very well eh. Mum has offically retired from her worklife. This whole week she's been cooking dinner. Hmm first 2 days is abit weird la, think too long nv cook abit lost touch liao. But still i do prefer my mum's cooking, food is nice n simple. Not like my dad, throw so many stuffs into one plate. Been having soup every dinner. Gosh i do feel good, i love to drink soup before and after dinner. Well that one thing not many people know. Used to do that when small but not anymore after my mum went to work. Now theres a reason for me to be home for dinner le.

Today is fri. camping at home day! pray i will get to use the comp tonight. LoL!

quite a peaceful and simple weekend for me again. camped at home both days juz slacking around n calling deliveries.

Finally got my mouse on fri afternoon. Went to causeway point for a walk then bought losta junk foods and drinks. spend quite an amt but oh well, compare to going out on weekends i still saved alot. Went home and tidy up my room abit, was so damn messy. Spent the whole night on WoW, n yes finally i get to play wow on fri night. LoL..

Met up with the gang for breakfast and went to mac to la kopi until 11+.Went bak home continue my conquest until 8+ n finally fall asleep. Couldnt help it at all, was too tired. Woke up at 10+ and watched some movies. Thks to that someone who has been companying me thru the weekends and also fighting to play wow with me. -.-

Oh and last thing, rem to check out kes new blog.
http://kesohnler.livejournal.com/

hmm, nothing much to update so wait a few days more then dump all the little things together.

As usual, mambo on wed. thurs was at phuture, eve of good fri. Fri and sat stayed at home playing game all night long. Bought losta snack to company me thru the weekends. Maybe recently keep going out ba. Now got time sure hide and home and do my stuffs, nua and such. Now.. coffee has taken over iced milo for my daily beverage. No more milo for a very long time le but kopi O with alot of sugar. Even thou many pple are saying coffee is not good if u take too much, i know smoking is not good bla bla bla. Wateva ok. If u are my frd, u shld know i have this serious skin problem.

I always have this thinking that im born to suffer in this life. maybe i m one of the well known murderer some decades ago? This time im here to serve my punishment. No one will ever know the pain i m having, not even my own parents. Everyday, every moment, i m suffering. I may seem happy on the outside but u wll nv knw wats stirring inside. So now, wat i can really do is enjoy myself. Do wat i want, smoke, drink, all thoes unhealthy things. I dont care really, Since i will die in a bad shape why not do wat i can now? Enjoy every moment i can spare for myself and things like that. Smoke also die dont smoke also die, maybe i will die earlier if i keep having all these unhealthy habits. To many pple, die early isnt that nice, but come to think of it. If i die early, its the end to all my suffering. Im helping myself anyway, all pple have to die, and i really hope i can die soon. Let my next life continue the suffering, anyway this earth will not last long also la and i also wun knw wat i will be in my next life. Myabe i can be a more useful person, i dont knw. All i know is i hate myself alot now, if can i would wan to know wat i was in my past life. That would be very interesting.

Dont know why im feeling so negative now. Mood swing bah? Dont worry, i will be fine.... hopefully? Maybe tonight i will be smiling away in mambo again... lol...thats life. gotta go take a nap n hopefully wake up early for dinner then mambo.

Tis is to all my frds. "do not die earlier than me" til now none has done so. so i hope it will stay this way. chill and have a nice day guys. If u will be there tonight, thats good. If not, some other time bah.

Feeling damn seh now. Is it not enough sleep or slept too much? Now sitting infront of the comp like a chimney, motionless and smoking like theres no tomorrow. And of cuz my fingers r moving la.

Mambo was hmm, kinda great last night. Is it becuz i skipped one session last week that y i find it good again. If tat is very true then maybe i shld do alt week mambo. Really feeling abit sianz le, for a few yrs doing the same thing, same muzik. AND! one week nv dance nia, last night afta mambo my hands are like so fooking tired. Good thing is Dj B played "world hold on" and "tokyo drift" woot! and a few nice songz too. Drift drift drift~~ Thanks to gerald and kes for companying me til 6am then go bak. The 3 red shirt guys at shell toking nonsense all the way til morning. LoL!

Reached home around 630 but wasnt that tired still, surfed abit of net and finally managed to sleep around 8+. Tonight is eve of good fri, wasnt rly impt. Impt thing is cosmic gate is at zouk and for phuture, flava vs holla! Must go tonight, as for tommorrow night leh, still looking for someone to go with me. Groove armada will be at zouk lo, damn powerz de lo. Witness the "beng" power few years back at MW2.

Gotta go do something le, dinner soon. Afta dinner will be nua-ing while waiting for roger to call. Hopefully tonight is a peacefully night la. And of cuz a havok one! hurhur