Cant Sleep!

Fuckeroni!!! This is my 2nd time im writing this entry. 'Accidentally' erased everything. I guessed my title explain everything. To me.... the worst nightmare is unable to sleep afta clubbing. Physically but not mentally tired, wrote a testimonial for andrew but still eyes as big as goldfish. Didnt have the mood to play game forthe whole week, m i tired of gaming or is it no more interested after i start working. Wat the hell man!!!

Met up with gerald at orchard...andrew was supposed to be there too but he 'aero' me. Had dinner at cine n as usual i went to rapid culture that was located at 2nd floor. Was very disappointed cuz the amount of transformers is getting lesser. Did they re stock or did they not? I was aiming for Alternators Optimus Prime but didnt see it there. Guess i will start hunting for it next week. Last time no $$ to buy but now! Got $$ cannot buy. Went to HmV after that hoping that i can get my Best of Hse vol5 n 6. Again!!! Its was not there. Really fuken hell, got $$ want to shopping to pamper myself abit but cant. Bah! Went off soon after gerald got his cd n we took 16 to zouk. Went to meet roger n followed them to dinner. Asked andrew to come over n find us dun wan! In d end waited so long, blame urself for being lazy k. Haha! Jasmine joined us cuz she havent makan also. Really been a long time since i saw her n heard something about bad.

Was surprised that sebastian suddenly pop out n he treated us drink. Wanted to go for lychee martini but in the end andrew paid for it. Thks again! Music is better and lu luna is played. Whole night is full of nonsense with roger. Was really afraid that the night would be boring but really turned out well. Xuan is celebrating her bday tonight, was low profile but thks for the drink. Few of us went off earlier to shell, was able to drag nicole along cuz its been awhile since she join us at shell after mambo. Gave her a new name soon after she said that she's fat! Wat r these gers thinking man... After the drink all went back... in the cab kes is still making fun of sebastian.

Reached home around 430 n the match is finishing. 0-0 barcelona won with a goal in the first leg. So 2 weeks later its Barcelona vs Arsenal. Juz glad that Arsenal went into the final.. barcelona will be hard to win im sure of that. This weekend im going bak to pennisular plaza to get the away jersey for arsenal. Yellow!!! my fav colour. Haha

After mambo i had some thoughts.. and i m quite happi about it. After tonight, im very confirmed that im moving on fine, really fine... Took me a long time to recover but well.... late is alwiz better than never. Guess i will be commencing my hunting session soon. LoL! Learnt alot from past experience n i also learned that both of us r really not meant for each other. Another thing is..... haiz... dun knw how to say it. After the last relationship, i have not been talking with someone. This someone of cuz is very impt to me if not i will not be sighing. Mayb is becuz of wat happened in the past that made me so afraid to talk to her again. Was very sad about it but wat to do... Just hoping that she will still treat me as a frd. As for when i will have the courage to talk to her again it all depends. Been sucha long time since i saw her, dont even know if she will come bak to singapore during vacation. Till now i still regret n blame myself that i didnt arrange to meet her up last year. For some reason i cant ask her out, still feeling very fuked up about it.

The fact is............i still miss her alot.