Sleepy thursday

Yest night after mambo couldnt sleep right? Well Thursday is payback time!! I slept at 7+am til 6+ thats 11 hrs. I woke up had my dinner n watch tv til 9. Sleep agaun until 4. thats another 7 hrs....wooo 18 hrs!! luckily got wake up if not sure feel super numb. Juz now i called her, she's going to ktv with xuan juz now. Last night say wanna go tonight do it liao. Was wanting to wait for her sms n see if got chance to tok to her again. but suddenly my brain ring ring me. I remembered something she said.

"When i m with my friends i need some privacy. I will contact u after everything"

Alright....i dropped the fucking idea n pop back to my floor n sleep. (juz in case pple dun know. i sleep on the floor) Soon after i woke up she smsed me. so im right afterall. She will contact me after everythg finished. Also dun knw y, all the privacy n thingy. really cant let me call in n ask how r u doing meh?? When we r together all her friends can bomb in or cut in anythg. Well i understand cuz to her frds r more impt than bf. mayb juz like Jo said, "frds r forever while bf r not" Well all i have to say is... u r thinking that way cuz u see no future in ur r/s bah. Thats y bf r only a part time issue to u.

One more issue i agree with jason. When a guy think that another is a threat to himself, thats becuz he CARES. He knws whats happening around n not like the gers said " its ok la, we r frds. so hes harmless" Well come on, we r not blind. Esp to that chris issue. Yah u guys think hes a frd n hes a harmless little creature, pple who really know him dun lie to urself anymore. Everyone knws wat kinda pple he is. Who on earth like another guy to stand so close to his own gf n doing all thoes hanky panky stuffs?? Thoes who dun mind cuz THEY DUN CARE! So stop calling me stupid or silly, im not silly or stupid. I'm Zhikai.. I dun care if hes my frd or not, even its my own brother i will still whack. I m not a guy who will share someone who i treasure most.

Lastly... all relationships need Honesty, so its a must. but sad to say... i only can see a part of it. Well wat to do?? We only can accept n hope that things will turn out better in the near future.