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I got nothing better to do now so intend to update "bit" of my blog. Had a wonderful hongkie style breakfast. Tonight is the worst mambo i ever had. One word to describe the crowd, pathethic!!! Be it MoS or the rain...its juz unbelievable.... never expect tonight to be sooooo empty. Luckily i got a "new" member to sign me in. If not my $20 will be down the fucking smelly drain. Music stil suxor...the sequence was like WtF??? Songz to be in the later part came so early.......mood was totally different. What the hell is going on for mambo since 2006? Thou 11 days after 2005 my life is going happily. Does god really need to find something to upset me??? 2 weeks of mambo... i've been doing alot of squatting exercise.... dance a bit sit around n blah blah blah...... Been spending most of my time sitting on the podium, wat is going on..... m i losing my energies on retro?? So wat kinda musik m i after ???
Thou been spending my time resting, but theres someone to tok to. These few pple i get to know recently. Cant really confirm their names but stil credit goes to u guys. Around 3 i decide not to waste my time anymore. 1 shot used all my energy on dancing. Thou its only a few songs but it came at a right time. If not i will be rotting at zouk. Didnt really wan zouk to be my "rotting" place.
Had a chat with denis n anki on MsN after i got home. I really appreciate ur words. Thou i didnt really update u guys on wats happening for the past 6 months. All i can say its a heart breaking time for me. Indulge in liquior n my games. What i need is divert my attention on some other things. Hopefully time will heal me, i will start to learn how to look forward like many pple said. One thing i can confirm is.... it will take very long. I m born to be stubborn, even if she had already forgotton who im...i will still have her in my heart. Took me so long n so much courage to love again but i stil failed.
2006 i had so many wishes.....wanted to buy more transformers to add into my collections. Last time i bought 1 is in oct??? ExiKaiser...like its name so go for it. Been low on cash due to incident i mentioned in other entry... what i need now is save $$$$$$$$. Mambo has been a big threat to my saving plans. What to do????? I like mambo too. So for the 2 loves i had to give n take abit on both sides. Determined to get my Fortress Maximus next. My childhood n all time favourite tranformers in my life. Its BIG n its NICE and it cost $1200 excluding the shipping fees. How long m i gona take man... its $1200 not $12.00. Last but not least.... one ger who is able to break open the lock in my heart.... Been thinking too much?? Well im the King of Wishful Thinking.