Phew....

umm... how shlould i start...Been busy the whole day. My room is painted and clean like it has never been. Game is lagging badly so i call it a quit. Watched tv n read many many pple's blog. In the end decide to blog myself

These 3 weeks is kinda messy for me. As in... im clubbing straight for 3 weekends straight. After so many encounters, i think im used to it or used to the way she do things. I'm busy playing my burning crusade, still i will go meet her when my phone rang.

For the first time, i really really dont want to go mambo becuz of my game cuz i cant get enough of it. Wake up few hrs earlier just to finish my wrk asap n get to my game. She msged me at noon at my determination of not going mambo is shaken. Of cuz...micheal called me too, he told me that not that much pple is going. So the whole afternoon i been thinking whether shld i juz go or f**k it. Around 8+ im too tired already so i guess i take the f**k it option. But yvonne is determined to go out and she sound rly bored. Oh well, dragged my lazy arse out of the hse n go meet her near her place. Took a cab down together n we rch there around 11.05pm. Once i rch there i saw 2 pple i can never imagine. Roger n zhenyi. I was like...... y nv gimme a call when u guys r going. Actually they happen to be around n drop by just to check if roger is able to get his priviledge card. Very nice of them wor. Bought me an ash tray that is belong to zouk, saying that its the present they got for me during thailand trip. Thanks hor~~ so in the end i decide to leave the ash tray there so everyone in zouk could use it. Not much regular there that night, not going to mention names. Its was kinda bored and another invasion of ang mohz. But the good thing is, we were dancing together on the top podium the whole night. Maybe becuz theres only me and gerald she know. End of mambo, i m really exhausted. Rch home around 5 n slept soon after i bath. First i was scared that it would be like past 2 weeks, who knws that it turned out to be nice n sweet.

Saturday... i know no matter wat i will go out. Cuz i rem her saying that "see u on sat" Okay...i purposely stay up the whole fri night until sat morning so that i could wake up around evening. If not, as usual i will wake up very early on sat n wrk. By evening, my energy r almost drained. For so long... i alwiz do things my way. This time im doing something for her. Maybe becuz im too tired last sat that i actually dozed off in double O. So she was saying that y pay $$ to go in and sleep? I sleep becuz im dead bored or somethg la...LOL! So...i woke up around 3+ and start my gaming, my aim to be lvl 63 before going anywhere. I dinged around 8+ and that time we r still discussing where to go. First was planning Dbl O again but adrian told me that no one is going. So i went around calling people asking if they will be there or not. So last the result is no one is going. Told her the bad news and both of us were like in a stuck mode. No idea where to go, so i suggested movie since we plan to do it before clubbing. But this time, its only movie cuz no one is going anywhere to club. Met up with her at HmV around 11+ n juz before we walk to cathay to get tix, she told me that she drank some red wine before came out. So the % of sleeping in the movie is very high. Geez...... LppL in the end we ended up in Dbl O. Lucky that we saw some familiar faces and alan is there. Still....thruout the whole night, juz the both of us. One jug each n dancing til it ends. Better crowd this week, also better music too. After that, she dragged dennis down to cathay n we went to watch Apocalypto @ 430am. Had a quick supper before that. I almost fell alseep in the cinema, thanks to the yuan yang... it happen to trigger the liquor in me. Thank god its a good show, i managed to survive thru the whole thing. Show ended n its 7am in the morning! Yvonne doesnt wanna go home cuz she needa help her sis soon. We went to coffee club to chill. Around 8+, dennis sent her back n i took a train back.

On my way walking to the train station, dad called me n saying that today my room is gonna be painted. Wat a good news! I dont get to sleep after i get home! Dozed off when im on the train. Hoping to catch some sleep n go paint my bloody room. I helped with moving my stuffs and shyt. Painted one side of the wall n i gave up. Went to the living room and take a nap. By the time i wake up, its all done. New paint, clean room, and new formation. One of my toy was injured during the moving of the cabinet. One part that connect to the body is lost and i got so upset about it. No choice i gotta get over it and think of how to stick it back. Used some lame ways to do it and i dont wanna mention how! Didnt really had a good sleep after the whole night, and now im not sleepy at all. Guess tomorrow is gonna be a sleeping day for me.

My mood went up n down like roller coaster these 3 weeks. It brought me sadness and laughter too. But in the end, its all good. Luckily shes only back for holiday, if not i will land up in hospital in no time. Been so long since i went out on sat and stayed til morning then go home. Its tiring but of cuz worth it. I been very thankful she willing to go out me or maybe she juz wanna go out. I know im a very boring person, no much idea of where to go n wat to do. Guess going out with me had rly made her feel very bored. And i count every cents i spent. Oh well, i dont earn much like most pple do, so i muz be careful on wat i spent. This may also made an bad impression on myself. BUT! Thoes who knw me will understand that i dont rly care how pple see me. If im not rich, i will not act like i am one. Cuz in the end of the day, the one suffering will be me. If i only have 2 buks in my pocket, i wil be very honest about it. If anyone ask me to do somethg i cant afford, i will not do it too. Guess mr zhou gong is calling me alrdy. Time to catch a good sleep if not i wun have the mood to wrk and game. Also i need to rest for next week, who knws wat crazy thing might happen.

No matter wat thing had upset me, end of the day... I'm still the happy Kai.

Its not a matter of wat i had done, its a matter of who im with. =D