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Today i overslept my evening, wake up around 9.45pm. That probably mean i am gonna stay up til 12-1am then i can get to to sleep? I really hope not.

Tomorrow is friday! It's time to relax and have fun again. Then again... i don't know what to do or where to go after work. Most likely alone so i need to find some program for myself. What i am thinking is going for a movie. It has been awhile since i watched one, last one was Ice Age 3. Few shows caught my attention especially G-force. Talking hamster doing agent stuffs. Better be some funny shit if not my money and time is gonna waste again.

Other than wasting money in OP collection, i dont want to waste anymore resource. Time is specially important to me now, i am not young anymore. I felt like i have not enjoy my life to the fullest. I need more happy moments! I had my share of being grumpy and moody. "thou shall not waste time on people who doesn't even care a shit about me" Happy come happy go, all these years i am still the 1800-hotline or some bomb shelter. Storm over, just pat pat backside and walk away. and and.. i m not some walking member card that can save one entry on every wed. I seen enuff of these people. Please leave me alone if you're not real. Sound bad? yeah, i need to be bad to protect myself sometimes, it does not pay good to be a nice person. Nice people die early in times like now.

I am alright, just bringing up some old issues that are still wandering around me. Cannot imagine what i am seeing... people being so fake.


yesterday skipped mambo so here's an oldies. it suits me now, like the deserts miss the rain.