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I was told to blog, before someone wakes up, if not i will get slaughter. I been blogging at least twice per week, everytime before i hit publish, i click on cancel instead. Nothing but unhappy stuffs which i don't really felt like sharing. Especially last week, it's been a unpleasant weekend for me.

Nothing much going on as usual, wed @ zouk and weekends trying to find places to go. It's been the same old thing going on. I realised i been spending $$ on going out so much that this one month i didnt purchase any Transformers or Optimus Prime at all. Even i didnt buy toys. the $$ are spent. So is there any difference?

Suddenly feeling so tired with all the going out. Time to change phase, back to the solo days where i buy toys and games, sit at home whole day playing PS3 games. Been talking about this for many times, still the satisfaction come from buying things for myself than spending on things i dont see any return or don't last.

Zoukout 2009 and it's lineup is confirm weeks back, think of it i wasn't really keen on going this year. Dont see any point any hype about it, every years been the same anyway. Spending over a hundred bucks on a night like this, why not buy a game and stay at home? Modern warfare 2 is making it's way already...

No idea what to talk about, i m trying to push the negative to the minimum but all the stuffs i can talk about are the unhappy ones. So how?

This week phrase is Everyone got their own expiry date. So how long is yours? I find it mine is very short... is it the way i interact with people? I guess i am way too boring and doesn't do much when i m with people. That is why within a short period, i am KIV already. I m not born to be an entertainer so how can i extend my expiry period? Or is it because... i got no money that's why i am not fun to hang around with.

Just a little thoughts of mine, its always that few problems surrounding me. This is not the main cause of my unhappiness last week, something bigger happened at home.

I do my best, but seems like no one appreciate and always leave me behind.



why don't they play this in zouk? =\