Dream..

I found myself in the darkness. I have no idea where i am, surrounding is all dark. Cant see anything, even myself. I am scared n lost so i decide to explore the place hoping that i find an exit. I walked n walked..the place seems very big like there is no end. After a few hours of walking i got very tired n decided to sit down and rest. Suddenly i saw a small dot of light. The dot start to expand bigger and starts to take over the darkness. I found myself on an island, like an island of paradise, the scenery n the tranquility makes me feel good. So i enjoy the cool breeze around me. Suddenly.....i feel raindrops falling onto me. I looked up n i saw dark clouds coming in, lightning n thunder arrived soon after. I could feel the cold wind brushed through me n pierce through my body n soul. I stand up n wanted to run but i cant, i feel weak n i m down on my knees. At that moment i feel something under me. Itz like a blackhole, it pulled me down and i falled into the bottomless pit of darkness. Yesterday its like another dream ...


Ok!! pple muz be wondering "WHAT THE FUK R U TOKING ABOUT?". Nevermind about that ok.. i made that paragraph myself, thursday had been a boring day for me. i wake up in the afternoon, had my lunch n went back to sleep. until 12.40am den i woke up again. Im trying to escape, escape from the memories of yesterday.
Wed afternoon i was in Darkeden as normal. Having some fun with my friends in the game. Dun knw y...i quarrel with someone inside and its the first time i done that. Guess that guy really pissed me off. Suddenly my hp 'ring' 'ring', i was wondering who will sms me cuz my hp is hardly being used. I read the sms n was quite surprised. She smsed me n say kinda missed me, i jumped n almost hitted the ceiling (abit kua zhang rite???). After exchanged few smses, she said she had the urge to see me. At that point of time i was so happy i think the situation getting better. Evening time she came over my place, we watched tv together n we chatted alot til very late. That time i haven been sleeping for 24 hours, but WHO CARES...... i m so happy n glad things r getting fine. Around 3 plus we both fall asleep, i was so tired that i didnt even know she left in the morning. Cuz she had to go wild wild wet todae. So afternoon i wakie n went for lunch, n i smsed her asking if things really turned back to last time. She said dun knw......i was feeling lost again so i force myself to sleep hoping that i can forget it. Thou i dun wan to forget but things really happen to fast n its like a dream. Thats what happen for the past 2 daes.......