Deaded

Meeting up with the gaqng was postphoned for 1/2 an hr. so decided so slack ard. As i had planned, i didnt dare to take any phone calls. Even to the extend of plucking out the phone lines. But who knows....got attacked on the hp. Recieved 3 sms, these 3 sms really spoilt my day, went out looking like a zombie until all of them showed up. Forced to put on a happy to act as if nothing had happen. i couldnt tell anyone due to some reasons. Followed gabriel to courts to order his shoe cabinets n then went to his hse nearby to had our dinner, asked gab's mum along. Food is quite good n we chatted about adrian's issue. Later we take a slow walk to my hse opp to hunt for some durians. Each came out $1 n we had quite alot.After that slow walk around the area again n gab finally decided to take a cab home with his wife. Normally i would feel happy if there is durian for me, but this time is a sure no.The 3 sms kept spinning in my head, its a totally insult to me. Juz cant get over it so i decided to play game. Was tired but unable to sleep. So i played for 12 hrs... Finally the rain comes n i start to feel hungry. Grab myself a pack to magi mee n some meat balls. Didnt had much as my mood is still bad. Tot that the games can numb my brain cells abit but no. Soon after my meal i came in n blog. Stomach filled, tired + weather is good, i hope i will doze of in 1 hrs time.............