Im a FOOL

Been busy this 2 days so yest didnt blog. Yest did i blog or did i not??? I dun know also but never mind. Hope this entry can cover up the lost parts. Was going with shirely these 2 days, dun knw why but then feeling comfortable to have such a good listening ear, compared to thoes HYPOCRITES. (u guys will knw y i said that later) Sunday was so tired for me. Reached home but couldnt sleep. Took a 3 hrs nap n i went down to jurong to meet shirely for lunch. After lunch i was soooooo tired so i requested to go over to her place to rest. Was watching tv until i really dosed off. Geezzz, luckily it was only a nap. If not sure sleep until tmr morning. LoL.... I was like a pig that day. After woke up we went for dinner, then ktv again!!! Again i spend alot of $$ on it juz like sat. Including beers n all these really burned my pocket. After ktv i was kinda in good mood so i suggested another drinking session to shirley. Without any thinking she juz onZ me. LoL~~ But then she doesnt wanna stay outside n blah blah blah.
Alrite, we bought beer frm nearby 7-11. Nearby??? is walking distance of 20mins near??? Hahaha.... Then we took a cab n reached my place in no time. Once she reaches my place she asked me to dig out all my vcds. Wanna have a marathon...omg......juz nice next day she doesnt have lessons. One more thing is thoes r which i watched before..... But for the sake of beer close one eye lo. Time pass very fast n its was around morning. I was struggling on watching the show while i discovered that she already dosed off. Very glad n thanks that she will spare so much time to company me. Knowing that she likes to eat Mac breakfast, i went down alone to get it for her. Was a long walk frm my hse to mac but then it a way of saying thanks to her. Woke her up n she was kinda surprised n happy....if only everyone in this world is so easily satisfied. Soon after breakfast of cuz is sleep. Have to admit that i was really tired. Woke up at early evening, had dinner at causeway point and send her back. On her way back we r having cans of beer again. Hahaha....2 ppl who is so addicted to beer. Rushed home immediately cuz got some special feelings.....wanting to sleep again!!!

This is how i spend my sunday n i can say boring but was really satisfied. Another is about my dear mambo friends........Found out that some had been treating me like a good frd, but on the other side, i was a piece of cow dung to them. I m damn pissed off now, i know wat i said will provoke many of them. well....WATEVA!!! U guys wanna come bash me up on wed or wat i dun care. Going out with each other dun wan me to tag along? SAY LA... need to hide from me meh? PCB all hiding me like hiding ghost. M i really so disgusted n look like ghost? DEN dun come calling me bro or sis when i m around ok!!!!! I been thru alot in my life. I got rejected by frds too, so i knw wat is going on. I know im a hard to get along guy. I knw i alwiz make pple feel that im not a gud person. Wat i really wan is at least ur truthful reaction to me rather than acting infront of me. From now on, Zhikai is alone! Mambo alone Dbl O alone. When sad or happy who to share with???? ME MYSELF N I