Wats Wrong???

Fri:

Was playing game thru the whole night n met steve for lunch at causeway point. Went home ard 2 to take a nap cuz later stil have to meet danny n rest to jason's bbQ. Request Xuan to meet abit late cuz i wana watch DragonBall Z. But who knows.... No more le!!! Was kinda sad...then went to meet up with xuan at marsiling mrt then we slowly head down to jason place. Reach there ard 7.30pm and we r the first few to reached. Jason cook his pasta n order alot of food. Thou he didnt invite alot ppl but his food was kinda alot. Talking about the food. Its really great.. from the pasta to the curry and the salad. Even the bbQ items r fabulous too. Thanks alot jason. That night SHE was there too. Not going to do anything i guess cuz i really enjoying myself that night. So i was ignoring her like wat i did on wed during mambo. Oh.. and also have to thanks jason for the beer too. Sorry that we ate alot.. Danny n i was like taken 3 meals each over there. BEfore going back we were deciding what to do as we decide to have some programs at night. Wast able to meet oger n yii cuz they r only going to town for dinner. So our itchy hands starts again. We tot of playing mahjong. But only 3 of us. Then i suddenly tot of cat. Before going out i was chatting with her on msn. She sound kinda sad cuz she gotta stay in ntu for meeting, mayb she will miss her mahjong session. So we decided to give her a call n ask, n she happen to be staying in ntu. So we jio her n we left jason's place at 12.10am. Was nuaing insie danny hostel n 1 thing to headache is we dun even have a table n the mahjong set. So dany was running ard borrowing frm his frds. Started the session at 2 n end ard 7+. Only played 2 rounds but its enuff for us. Cuz xuan was very tired n somemore she's stil sick. Danny was the only one losing that day n we go off immediately after the mahjong. Send cat back to her hall n i took a bus to jurong point n take a cab home. Had a shower n i immediately sleep. @ nights without sleep n i m able to manage it well. Not bad.....

Sat:

Woke up after 11 hrs of sleep and i was feeling very weird. I cant explain tht kind of feeling but i was feeling very very sad n moody. So as usual i called xuan to ask wat r we gonna do tonight. She told me that SHE is going Dbl O too. So i told xuan if SHE going, im not. I may be ignoring HER for the past 2 weeks. But dun knw y today i dun feel like seeing HER at all. Its ok for me not to go cuz i have some other programs at other places too. So i went down to meet aaron with steve as aaron got some $$ for us to earn. Was discussing until 9+ then we had our dinner. Was suppose to meet Danny n xuan at bugis n they r like super late n they decide to go orchard cuz they got a frd going n has a car. So i was suppose to meet them at orchard but when i finish my dinner it was like 10.30pm already. So i arrange to meet them at Singapore shopping center. Steve n i walked to Plaza singapura cuz he wants to take a train home. So we parted there n i ran to find a toilet. Reached Singapore shopping centre and i didnt see any bus stop around. I went to the nearest bus stop ard that took me 5 mins of walk. Waited 20 mins n no sign of them. I got worried n i ran back to Park mall looking for a public phone to call xuan. Couldnt find any phone n i asked the security of park mall where to get a public phone. They said they isn't any around, i was kinda worried but luckily the security offered to lend me his handphone cuz i told him it was a short call. i confirm with xuan the location again n i walked back to where i waited again. It was damn tiring u know.. Waited for so long n finally they came. We reached Dbl O ard 1035pm n as we were waiting to get in, Xuan told me roger n yii is joining us too. i was delighted cuz they r here too. BUT one more thing... after that xuan told me that SHE is coming to Dbl O tonight too. I was damn shocked n felt very disappointed at that time. Like wat i said earlier, today i totally dun feel like seeig HER n i dun knw why. I even told xuan that i dun mind not going Dbl O if SHE is there. But then its already too late, gab n adrian is waiting for me there already. Out of no choice i have dragged myself up there. I was wondering y xuan didnt inform me earlier, is it becuz she wan to have me around too? But i had made my point very clear to her already. I was feeling very moody n sore the moment i reached the place. I went to find aaron straight n he offered me a barcadi breezer. After saying thanks i shot down the bottle in 2 mins cuz i was feeling even sore as every sec is going by. Music started n everyone went to centre plat without telling me or anything. Left danny n i was around the dj console. I was thinking....since u want everyone to be there n enjoy that night then dun juz throw me aside. If u wanna throw me aside THEN dun ask me to come. I was there alone feeling sore n as together forever came. I dun knw what the hell happen i suddenly felt very sad n i cried!!! Alrite u guys may think i m weak and useless right. Muz be laughing at me rite?? But im a human too. I have feelings too.. Was crying very hard used alot of tissue that gab passed to me. Like gab said..."since we r here...enjoy urself. SHE is enjoying over there n while u r crying here. is it worth it?" I tot of it n i control myself very hard to stop crying. After that i decide to dance....was doing well at dancefloor. But dun knw y after i reached the plat i dun seems to have the mood to dance anymore. Less than 5 songs n i stopped. Went back to dj console n stand there for the whole night. I wanna thanks thoes who r with me when im down. Esp to Gab n Danny. U 2 r with me everywhere i go. Around 1+ roger n gang decided to stop n they walked over to the dj console. The moment i saw HER, i turned n walked away. Everyone say i shldnt do that but at that time no one understands my feeling at all. After a while roger suggested that since im so so bored n bad at Dbl O, y not change place. So 4 of us. Danny, roger, yii n i went to Devilsbar. reaching there i was calmed down abit already. Basically to devils, everything is sponsored by rogern yii. Entrance n even food! hey ordered chicken wings n asked me wat i wan. I ordered a ham n cheese pizza. Was feeling very pai seh but they say got voucher so its ok.danny n roger was drinking alot and yii was enjoying. I was down there trying to recover back to normal. Danny left before 4 cuz his bro did not bring his keys n no one is at home. By that tie danny is kinda seh seh le but i know he sure can make it de. Left 3 of us n we sat until 6am til everything in devils ended. Was back to my normal state already n 3 of us were hungry at that time. We decided to go to AMK for breakfast. Had prawn noodles at the hawker n roger order wrong one for yii n in the end he had to swallow all the power chillis himself. Haha... we r joking n having our breakfast. Then i rem there is a famous carrot cake ard n i orderd a plate n found out its really good!! YuM YuM~~ Found out that we order alot of drinks too. After food we had some discussion about my matters. After talking one bad thing happens. No more cigarettes le...alamak!!! So we went to 7-11 n we shared a pack n roger wana cut hair. As it was stil early, we went to s-11 to chat n ordered a few drinks.Long time we 3 nv chatted for so long... everthing under the sun n we joked alot too. Even joked with the ah soh serving coffee..LoL..Time pass very the fast, it was lunch time n we had chicken rice. We r planning for steamboat n it was decided on monday evening cuz it was eve of public holiday. After lunch everyone is tired n we went off. I went to take mrt home n roger went to have his haircut. If i didnt rem wrong, we left at 12pm. Reached home n had a quick shower, wanting to blog but i was too tired so gave it a miss. Sleep at 1 n it was another 12 hrs of sleep. Woke up at 1am n i blog immediatel cuz i dun wan to forget anything. Now i was feeling very hungry n how m i gonna find food at this kinda hours???