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More than 12 hrs late...used to blog soon afta mambo. These few days seems so tiring to me. Thou i m staying home most of the evenings...but still im so tired! Meet up with gab, steve, adrian for dinner at sun plaza. Just nice that everyone is on leave on wed so we r able to meet up fro dinner. Afta we went to coffee bean n we start discussing about gabriel's wedding stuffs. Alot of things to do n the most kelian person is adrian. LOL! He will be the photographer that day. Time to rest is far lesser than steve n i. I know the meeting will take some time n i will be kinda late for mambo. In da midst of discussion gerald msg me, i know my reply is kinda harsh. i'm really sorry about that, but im trying to end the discussion AsAp. So i expect no disturbance frm anyone. In the end things went out smoothly n i get to go off at 1030 sharp. Time i reached zouk was 11pm sharp too!

Finally i can use 'good' to describe last night mambo. Usual gang is there except nicole, crowd is good and the muzik rox. Everyone had their fun last night, all left afta mambo ended. Its like a few weeks of boring mambos n finally the good time came. The way muzik was mixed n the sequence played was reallly good. Really kept me busy till 230 i think. End of da day i told myself that luckily i went, was really tired n doesnt really felt like going cuz of past few lousy nights in zouk. Only 5 person went to shell afta that. Rest seems to disappear in the mid of the session. Like i said i was too busy enjoying so really doesnt notice who went back or wat. And it was da first time i saw everyone was so tired afta clubbing. Had our supper quickly n went home. During bukit timah we encounter a road block..... was a very long wait when the policeman ask for many things. Was around $4 more this time.....kaozzz $4 i can buy 2 double cheeseburger ya know! ##%^&!~@^&

First thing i reached home - Drop dead! Dun even bother to take a shower, juz change n POM! ZzZzZz..... I tot i was going to have a good sleep afta that. Who knows.....i woke up 1 n half hrs later....Time was around 635..Had a great shower immediately, again i tot i will be able to sleep afta my hair is dry. Didnt expect my eyes would be so Bright n shiny....tossing on the bed for 45 mins n i decide to do something to make myself sleep. I m going to read a book...YES reading to me is the most darn boring thing in my life... Never failed me, i fell asleep wothout reading more than 20 pages. Woke up around 2pm n my body is aching all over.... counting the the hrs i had slept + - + - less than 8hrs. Am sure that i will turn in early tonight...cuz afta my dinner.. i m feeling sooooo sleppy now~~~

Time to update on my weekends. Fri night was at gab's hse to search for muzik for the wedding dinner. Outcome was good as we found losta nice songs. Had supper dowstairs n was a good one. Vcd soon afta supper... i was stil so awake thou i didnt had much sleep. We watched Wu jian dao 3 and gab went off to sleep afta that. I continued with Underworld n then Sex and the city. manage to finish 5 episodes n gab woke up. Took a cab home as i was kinda tired already.

Sat as usual... gathering of the three "ah pehs" Surprising i didnt had any beer that night. I was darn hungry cuz i met them soon afta i woke up. Had a curry pork rice (rice x2) + ice milo and we had crabs!!! Adrian went over to nearby shell station to buy bread. Wat a heavy dinner...yum yum....was so satisfied after enjoying the crabs slowly. Thats not the end! 3 cans of Jia Jia Liang Teh.. Muahaha! Soon afta my skin conditon gets well, i started to eat losta seafood. Like crabs which i cant even think about it in the past...now i can eat no matter how much the quantity is. Craving over the past year..... was like hell to me, also not frogetting my skin conditons. I m really glad that my skin is getting better n it's going to b stable for quite some time. Past 6 years i was really living in hell......passerby see me in diff ways....suffering when my skin is in bad conditions, hospitalised, do not dare to go out too often. Unlimited amount of pain n stress im going through, and also the non human looks of mine.....Hopefully n sincerely i prayed that it will be over forever. Who doesnt wanna live a normal human life?

Been through alot of things in my life. Asthma in my young age, Eczema when i was in teenager life. And the recent incident, got out of love. Everything seems to be so harsh in my past years. Health problems n then relationships problems. Blah blah blah.....finally its all over.... hopefully all these bullshits doesnt come back to me anymore.

Been thinking about losta things today.... Conclusion...... a smile. I'm satisfied with my life now. Staying healthy is one big bonus for me. Doesnt have to worry about the food that i eat or drink. Somemore i can take liquor n beer now. Another thing is that i manage to survive thru the last realtionship. First i tot it was the end for me as i lost my ex gf.....but now no more.... im recovering n i m moving on without anymore regrets. My life is getting stable as my recent illness is getting better too. My doc was hoping that i will recover soon enough. Problems with frienships is sloved too. All i have do is to learn to close one eye, talk less n response less. Last but not least im back to my clubbing life... thou no more on weekends, but every wed going to zouk is enough for me. One more thing i have to add on is i m enjoying my life as single now. Everything seems to be going smoothly for me from the very first day of 2006...guess its da primetime of my life. Cuz this year is my year. The year of DoG. I'm unstoppable!!!